11:25 PM
all i need is encouragement.
and its alright if you cant comfort me,
as long as you dun bring me down with suggestions for a back-up plan.
you make it seemed like i just had to give up in that area.
or maybe im too sensitive..
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5:42 PM
my parents took a long break till the new year.
for the past three days, we played monopoly and watched movies consecutively.
brother bankrupt for all games..
and we watched [night at the museum], [happy feet] and [rob-b hood].
oh and we had tons of popcorn.
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i have made my new year resolutions..
on paper for the first time.
and suddenly i feel that health is really better than wealth.
dad took my blood pressure this morning.
well... it's low (bad symptom) and my heart rate was fast, around 86 at rest (bad symptom as well)
& i came to a conclusion that i have anemia, not enough blood, therefore the heart will to pump more blood.
i have to control CONTROL my diet.
if not.. blocked vessels, heart attack.. all these will come in 20 years.
that's why i said, studying science is good!
but being able to apply what i learn will be better...
feeling giddy again...
ciaoz.
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5:44 PM
it was a different way from celebrating christmas this year.
the number of presents received was reduced by half,
but got to try really YUMMY dishes from darling's mum and aunts.
rib-eye, chicken, salad, mushroom soup, prawn, salmon, cheesecake, ice cream, turkey..!!
i wanna have christmas again!
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my family 'complained' that i didnt spend much time with them.
my whole time was occupied by darling.
christmas eve's eve-isaac
christmas eve-isaac
christmas-isaac
so make up with them..
played monopoly in the morning, then to causeway point to watch [the night at the museum]
wasnt really looking forward to it as the advertisements weren't revealing nice stuffs.
but.. it was really full of lots of climax.
and things that u can nv predict the main actor to do.
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school is starting in a week time, and ending in a month's time.
i need to JIA YOU!
& that applies to everyone....
GOGOGOGO!
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12:01 AM
the season [which's] name is too complicated to pronounce is coming.
i cant feel my excitement for it yet.
the christmas tree is still in the store room,
and there are no presents around.
i still have my santa earrings though.
and i will be wearing it later just for the HOHOHO effect.
another ut grade came out,
and i really have to buck up.
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& the ans to ytd's post is a ---> do what i need to do, it's all within my control.
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12:38 AM
a long list of to get list and must do list before school starts again.
but.. wheres the money and the motivation?
today's performance was quite shocking at first.
controlled my tears and fears till we finished trying out the sound..
felt real stressed, and finally...broke down in front of mai.
coz of the timpanis provided.
(1st drum-> pedal spoil, 2nd-> skin break, 3rd-> NORM. YEA., 4th-> last 3 notes able to use, but not using any.)
it feels good to be hugged when you are down.
anyway, cracked my brain.. and tried to play.
but bro & isaac claimed that they cant hear me..
oh wells~ -.- forget it.
had a great time with everyone today.
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i think i should relax myself before school starts, but something inside me is telling me not to.
so should i or not?
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10:00 PM
a place so relaxing..
hmph....the beauty of nature still lies within our hands..
& if we choose to have a better quality of life..
we will have to give up the beautiful creations of God.
above pic-> note the cloud on the right of the sun, looks like a dolphin though. :]
2pics on top-> scuba diving!! for whole 30 mins for S$50 per pax..
above pic-> some temple located on top of the cliff. cant see the temple though..
too small... but the waves crashing onto the rocks create a great effect.
i love bali.
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9:40 PM
went to escape theme park!
at just $6..
woo~
wont be goin again for another year or two..
the types of games are quite limited.. nonetheless.. ITS FUN!
i love this picture.
i wish i could just lie somewhere on the beach or something and watch the clouds float pass.
this is the first ride which me and alicia took.
THE
RAINBOW !!!it really able to destress the soul.
The superman flight. POSEURS.
l00k at the faces ._.
it was alicia's second time riding, and my bro's third.
they are just plain bored~
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talking to alicia really sort the stuffs that hangs in my mind. sometimes, putting a scenario into a spectator's view helps. i think i should just try to ignore what the actions really mean, or maybe how i feel towards you. or.... maybe both of us really need time to adapt to each other.
love -> leaving or vanish for eternity.
heading to bali tml. ciaoz
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11:10 PM
weee~ me and sherline finally had our choc fondue..
from our dearest classmate - paul!
weeeeee~
and the next day.. i have three pimples....
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goin to bali soon..
im so terrified of the idea of terrorists..
hurr.
i want to celebrate christmas!
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11:28 PM
haha..
i didnt know by slping next to sally every night will have this result.
i did my quiz honestly.. yea..
& im nature's definition of innocence.. wahaha~
from:
http://www.cuteducky.com/cute_animal_results.php
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11:10 PM
today was a slacky day.
maybe coz my bro has gone for a camping trip.
*shrugs*
haiz.
suddenly SUDDENLY..
all the lazy air just got into my lungs,
and oh man~
i feel like eating, not exercising..
slack and watch drama serials at home.
stay at my com all day long.
damnit. thats the prob with living in luxury.
LMAO.
kk. luxury in terms of having electricity, comf furniture, cooling place, lots of food to eat, and a laptop!
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for now let me put down what i know for the coming up stuffs
every tues and thurs -> band prac
13th -> choc with sherline and paul, balloon sculpturing lesson.
15th -> escape theme park with alicia & bro
16-19th -> bali trip
20th -> time to complete pp!! (hope the ncc guy replies on time..)
22nd -> rpws concert
23-29th -> MIGHT BE goin on a holiday
30th -> grandmother's birthday celebration
after seeing the word 'cheesefries' on aizat's blog..
i feel like eating 5 trays of that.
wahahahaha.
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8:30 PM
one more year to come..
and i will be thinking on whether to further my studies or go out to work.
*sees recent results*
how i wish i retained a few more years in secondary school..
get more mature, so i would put in more effort in my year 1's poly results.
shit lo. after 2 years of completely slacking, or perhaps more.. and realised that i should have really put in effort YEARS AGO.
my bestie asked me if i want to head on to monash uni in australia with her.
and my ans will be as tradition as ever, "mum already told me abt..."
yea. mum wants me to stay by her side, and studying in a local uni will be better.
BUTTTT.. what if my results cant go into a local uni?
hurrr. *sees recent results* ---> ._.
so, i googled on monash uni's entry requirements..
basically, if u have $$, confirm any uni also can go.
but me no $$..
the cheapest and nearest monash uni will be MALAYSIA.
and yea.. they have the degrees that i want to pursue on..
comparing living in malaysia to australia,
australia will have a cooler weather, and more ex living expenses.
malaysia will have the same hot weather as in singapore, and cheaper living expenses.
plus PLUS. malaysia is nearer to singapore, it will be easier for me to travel back.
so alicia... monash uni but in malaysia can?
HAHAHA.
i havent talked to my mum abt it yet.
meanwhile have to really chiong my results, and try my luck in a local uni first.
one more year to go...
which path do i take?
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10:31 PM
darling, me and alicia went to the settlers.
the game that we had most fun was the management material.
above pic shows how happy we were. lolx.
the winner is the one who shirks the most projects, and the loser is the one who got promoted.
darling was the ultimate slacker, and i was the ultimate manager!
seems that in real life, it's vice versa.
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darling is crazy about blue.
so i went researching abt it. and well.. here are the details abt the
color BLUE.-the complementary color of blue is yellow.-blue light has the shortest wavelength in the 3 pri colors.-in other languages, such as italian and russian, light blue is called differently from blue, just like red is to pink.-a clear sky appears to be blue coz of rayleigh scattering of the light frm the sun.-large quantities of water appear blue coz red light around 750nm is absorbed as an overtone of the O-H stretching vibration, whereas heavy water is colorless coz its absorption band (950nm) is outside the visible spectrum.-the blue period is used to describe pablo's work from 1901-1904.-blue is used to symbolise honesty and trustworthiness.-blue comedy and blue movie exists, shant elaborate.-blue is the color of the snooker ball which has a 5-point value.-in auto-racing, a blue flag is advises a car to yield to faster traffic behind.-cooked blue is a term to used to describe a steak served extremely rare.-BIG BLUE is a nickname for IBM.-in astronomy, a blue moon is the second full moon in a calendar month.-a blue note is a note between the regular notes on the scale.-blue invokes rest and can cause the body to produce chemicals that are calming, however not all blues are serene and sedate.-blue is the favoured colorcolor choice for toothbrushes.-the blue ribbon is recognised as a national symbol of child abuse awareness.-Catholic religion associates blue with the Virgin Mary.now u know what i do at home during e holidays.:]
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11:08 PM
today wasn't really effective, but at least i get myself down to start on my pp.
had band prac today. and the most shocking thing is that emu is backing out for the concert.
hurrr. he wants to commit his time to sta's open house committee, coz he claims that he will learn new things.
which i think is quite true, and they love being out of the ordinary.
BUT DEN. i tried to convince him to stay. perform just to get experience, and auxillary is impt to the section and the band also.. and i admitted that i cant play the crash cymbals.
and i even claimed that the rp section will be more bonded than having guest players.
and he asked me "bonding? so do u know my birthday?"
seriously, bonding and birthday doesnt match.
but i know how it feels when u put knowing ppl's birthday with knowing ppl well.
as in.. when u know someone good enough, u have to know their birthdays.
hmph. and i have no comments on what he wants to do later.
he left. and the new player which is called the guest player didnt really sound like one.
coz all along, i thought guest players are high performance ppl.
but in other meanings, guest players are players who are invited.
yea. so well. just have to adapt i guess.
so long emu.
i told u crash cymbal is an important part.
hurr.
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12:54 PM
why is it always raining?
hurrrr.
i hate rainy days.
so should i take a bus to school? or a train?
rain rain go away
come again another day
little children want to play
rain rain go away.
im eighteen years old.[".]
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9:36 PM
do i have to be a girl?
hmph. i think one good thing about being girl is that u get woo-ed by guys.
that's all. or maybe, you can wear skirts on the streets.
but i dun wear them. so.. pointless.
darling bought me a denim jacket from fox.
so yea. i think im gonna change my dressing sense soon.
well.. with enough money i hope.
i think i love to buy clothes with my own money.
hmph. because it gives me a sense of satisfaction to make myself look the way i want myself to be, and not how others want me to be.
yea.. thanks for the jacket darling.
thats my FIRST DENIM JACKET
wahahahaha.
i think i look CHINA.
eeeeeee.
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10:48 PM
i dun really like holidays.
it means that i have to do more housework than usual.
and having sch seems to make my brain work more..
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anyways... when i have sch, i will want hols..
and when i have hols, i will want sch.
humans are like that. 'sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu' [born in fortune not knowing it.. directly translated]
stuffs to do for this holiday.
1. start learning to drive. i think i shall drag samuel with me.
2. do my pp.
3. find my fyp group.
4. revise for my mcb ut on the second day of sch next year.
5. prepare christmas presents
6. be a guai guai nu, do housework
7. watch japanese serial drama!
8. EXERCISE.
yea.. i finally wasted 125 calories from cycling on that bike thing in the gym.
butden.
BUTDEN.
i ate two slices of roti prata + a bowl of curry...
which means, i gained back thrice the amt of what i lost.
and therefore... i shall run tml.
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10:19 PM
aku mahu laptop hp baru.
aku is not gundu,
coz aku can mix england and malayu.
MUWAHAHAHA.
hahahajajajajajajajajajaja.
-tickles sally-
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8:39 PM
today was hmph.... dunno how to describe.
maybe im starting to open up my golden mouth to 'somehow' express my thoughts to my mum..
oh wells. i hope she gets what im trying to get across.
though i dun accept the fact of mind-reading, i think my actions tell her how i feel.
but. she loves to assume what i will do next..
which makes a whole big chaotic scene afterwards.
hurr. it will get over soon somehow. i know..
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so went shopping with my mum and bro today.
and i realised my eyes are getting smaller whenever i smile.
notice that.. (above pic)
my EYES so SMALL!haha.. cute can le ma..
blehx.
*coughs*
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11:51 PM
FINALLY.
tests ended.
and wells.
hope i can get an A grade!
woots~
i overlooked something today.
i thought that family will always be there for me.. but i missed out that i have to treat them equally well the way they do it to me, before i get that deal.
kinda miscommunicate with my mum again. and realised that i have been sticking too much to the one person who i want to be with.
maybe coz i cant see that person everyday, so i tend to want more time together..
oh wells, some small 'argument' every other day will knock some sense into my forgetful brain.
meanwhile, on monday..
i will collect lots of movies, drama serials, whatever on my com.. (from farhan)
so that i will be able to spoil my eyesight this hols.
WEE~ HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!
and so is christmas :]
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above pic-> note the cloud on the right of the sun, looks like a dolphin though. :]
2pics on top-> scuba diving!! for whole 30 mins for S$50 per pax..
above pic-> some temple located on top of the cliff. cant see the temple though..
this is the first ride which me and alicia took.
The superman flight. POSEURS.
l00k at the faces ._.
it was alicia's second time riding, and my bro's third. 
haha..
