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Sallys Ma Ma
Monday, June 30, 2008
10:11 PM

officially single and very very available.
to guys who wanna take me out for a ride, im sorry.
im more interested in girls now.

:]

cheers to singlehood, and alicia, DUN RUN.
mwahaha.

oh well, over some childish reason again.
whatever, he will have so much pride up in his ass that he would prefer to not wait for 10 to 15 minutes IF im late.


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1:41 PM

my dentist walked out of the surgery room before the op.
he walked towards me and said "I need BJ."

and im like. "WHAT?"

then he looked at me and say "bang jio"
means to pee. wth.

lol. i thought blow job. HAHAHAHA


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Saturday, June 28, 2008
11:13 PM

bnumemdi

im glad that you believe that your decision is right, with a confirmation of the very last sentence in the very last message.

wish you all the best then.

cheers.


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Thursday, June 26, 2008
11:41 PM

let me run through my schedule for today.

2.30am - alarm woke me, called darling to wake up.
3am - woke up to darling's call. he is downstairs waiting already. i went back to sleep after i woke him up.. thought i could get some grace period of 15 mins. since he just woke up.
3.15am - finished changing, picked up my blades and otw down
3.45am - reach ECP macs, watch live soccer the connection was rather bad. but i dun really care, cause i dunno how to watch soccer! lol
4.15am - bought mac breakfast (sausage mcmuffin!)
4.30am - rollerblade to bedok jetty singing those night dreamie songs, enjoying the sea breeze...
4.45am - lying on one of the benches at the jetty, talking crap, taking turns to rest on each other
5.30am - someone caught a big fish. almost 0.8m in length. (photos will be uploaded soon)
6.15am - hug darling and slp
6.50am - darling complaining about not going changi to see sunrise, and me still half awake.
7.20 am - finally get to see the sun, then camwhore session. again.. photos will be uploaded soon...
8.30am - back at my place, shower and have breakfast (part 2)
10am - car ride to his place to slp
1.20pm - dress up to go town to catch movie
2.20pm - caught WANTED. the 'tomb raider' actress is so hot. i WANT HER FIGURE.
4.30pm - take a break, eat ice cream the yogurt petite icecream. it just attracts me a lot.. it just leaves a refreshing taste after you taste it. there was a period when i eat it everyday before i go to work.
5.05pm - caught 21. card counting.. hur hur. who doesnt?
7.10pm - take bus to his place to get car
8.10pm - finally reached geylang for dinner.
8.45pm - got to sit down at coffee shop and order it was a darn long wait. we were hungry. so we played hand games to pass time.. aka scissors paper stone, chai quan, and qi ko pak.
9.30pm - food arrived. (crab bee hoon + garlic butter sauced prawns + heineken) it is super delicious. the only time which i give up my cutleries and indulge my food with my fingers without having second thoughts. oh well, but the bill was reflective of the taste. haha. place --> geylang lor 35. they do accept credit cards!
10.20pm - eat till darn full. darling sent me home.

after i reached home, my brother make a comment.

WAH. JIE JIE. the sun ar havent wake up, then you are already out of the house. NOW AR, the sun go sleep liao then you come back.
tsk tsk. dark dark sky go, dark dark sky come home hor.

*grins fortunately*
that's why i love my brother.
thank you darling for the day :]


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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
11:25 PM

today is a rather busy yet slacky day at work.
although the nurse still kb me at times.
a lot of times, but i still manage to survive her nonsense!

so this patient had a 2 hr appt together with his son, so he donated the time to his son, to extract wisdom teeth.
the process shall not be said. just a bad experience for all of us.
oh well.

and yes. after doing the local anaesthetics, i was suppose to unload the needle, then i poke onto myself.
then im like looking at my finger..
thinks to myself 'mmm.. think nv go in my skin, dun have blood'
then sudd while i was wiping the equipment, then got one huge red dot.
so i hurry took out the glove, wash under tap, squeeze the blood out meanwhile thinking 'I DUN WANT TO DIE. HURRRR'
then the nurse walked in, "what happen?" (as usual. she always ask this question)
so i say, "eh. i poke myself with the needle"
nurse "hurry use the spirit wipe. squeeze out the blood!"
me "will i die anot ar?"
nurse "just pray that he dun have disease lo. but he got heart murmur, so u might have."
then i showed the diao face. uh huh.

yea. so that's the climax in my day. or perhaps for the whole week and month.
i almost wanted to ask the patient "are u faithful to your gf anot? cause i accidentally got the needle into my finger. the one that YOU USED.

boo. im tired.


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12:17 AM

talk a lot of crap with green today.

green "eh. feel my heart"
jy "Uh huh. okay"
green "if we are together now, how do u think i will feel"
jy "you will regret tomorrow"

**

green "want to be my gf anot"
jy "DUN WANT"
green "say that word again, wah liao u hurt me lei"

**

then we sing the songs that we have jam together before..
halfway through our conversation..
then sudd say of a phrase, then will sudd say "i will send u the song later"
cause that phrase is the song title.
like ._.

orh kay.
sudd my hair feels so soft.
btw, green was drunk.


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Monday, June 23, 2008
11:34 PM

im so confused.
and i feel that my life has been wasted.
like what green had said "i wasted two years at the age of 6, throwing marbles."

and im even sillier. i wasted 20. seeing 'marbles' being thrown.
*sighs*

i just wish that i am. *sighs*


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Sunday, June 22, 2008
11:26 PM

today's a hectic day.
since my parents left to indonesia to climb mountain.. not malaysia..
me and my bro handled the housework.
woke up at 11 plus, and he mopped the floor, as i sweep it ytd. (SEE i so GUAI)

then while i wash the cups and clean the kitchen, he wash the toilet.
then i wash my parent's bedding cover
fold clothes

then head to my grandma's (dad) to make popiah.
from 1 o clock.. roll the thing till 4pm..
my feet and my back..
cause the table quite low, so got to bend down.
then walk here walk there.. didnt sit for long.
after doing the popiah, then go take nap till 7pm..
hehe. everybody else frying the popiah, enjoying liao..
i tired till just wanna lie down there and not move.

so came back home at 8pm after eating dinner,
and start to do housework again.
clean hammie cage, iron the clothes..
SERIOUSLY.
the amount of clothes to be iron can reach from the ground to my hips.
tsk tsk tsk.
and i stand again for another f-ing 2 hours to do half of the clothes.

waste of electricity.. next time ppl dun wear clothes la.. haiyo.

alrighty. bro just slp, he helped me arranged back the bedding cover, and completed his holiday homework..
luckily my mama overseas. if not his homework would have been out of the window.
(cause he did it last minute)

oh well. time to slp :]
nite.


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12:57 AM

my specialist dentist treat me to lunch again. i think because she just wanna bring us to sushi tei to have lunch with her.. so yeapps. below is the hotate.
i tell you! IT'S SUPER DELICIOUS.
the scallop is 2/3 the size of my palm, and it is covered with baked miso and mayo sauce. then the as usual tempuras... but the ones used in these batters are ultra fresh.. even the potato..
this is half of the sashimi.. this plate of 4 diff raw pieces with 2 each costs about $10..
believe it or not.. i ate 4/5 of it. HAHAHA

alrighty.. this is a photo from lunar. the girls are just dancing on the platform.. hope u can see. not very sexy though.. but it's just fun to see a girl dancing on stage.

and and.. my cousin gave birth to a baby boy! cheers~


his name is Anson. so i guess with our singlish pronounciation, it will be handsome...
okay.. this was last week's treat.. we ate at crystal jade..
there is this sichuan mian.. the sauce is v tasty..
and then my aunt ordered pork belly..
actually should be 3 ppl share one.. but dunno why she go order 3.. so one each..



it is damn fattening, and i ate it all.

now it has combined forces with all the previous pui bas i ate at my grandma's house.. and i have a san zham ba just below my boobies.



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Saturday, June 21, 2008
11:35 AM

my parents going to malaysia for some mountain climbing trip.
im gonna miss them seriously.
and since a lot of unpredicted things that have happened around the world, i feel even more insecure when they are going through some nature walk.

now at work, later denstist will be giving me treat again.
seriously, with she giving me too many treats, i feel so paiseh.
but i guess she wants company after hectic war on the dental chair.

good news.. my cousin gave birth to a baby boy :]
darling will be bringing my bro and my grandma to go visit the new arrival.
hehe.

so excited!


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Friday, June 20, 2008
10:30 AM

well, if you are wondering who is 'her' and 'him'...
her -> the auntie at my work place.. worst than my mum.. ask about this and that.. roars.. so irritating.
him -> a patient. very grumpy. cant even wait for 10 mins.

well, at least he apologise to me in the end.. haha..

and a lot of people asking me whats my future plans..
now nearin july already.. and i havent got my next job yet.. and im leaving here in august.
gonna seriously miss the slackiness in this job..
report work at 9
eat bfast till 9.30
slowly start work
do transactions
keep my place tidy
online
tra lala
answer calls
and it just repeats for the rest of the day.
and i get to have a lot of staring and online time.
as long as i finish my duties.. there's nothing to worry about.
:]

but i still got to find something that im really interested in.
this experience in receptionist will open my job availbilties 30 / 40 years down the road if im retrenched and still hanging around.
oh well, it's not really nice to be a 40 year old hag receptionist..
u tend tobio at younger handsome guys.. yet they dun give a damn..
at least now when i do.. they still got talk talk a bit.. HAHA

okok.. i gtg toilet. brb with second half.
SEEEE. MYJOB SO SLACK.


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Thursday, June 19, 2008
4:51 PM

i dun like him too. FFFF


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12:46 PM

i dun like her.


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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
5:46 PM

finally. i bought something from the great singapore sales.
something that every girl will find a it a NEED to buy.
which is........... shoes!

alrighty. my mum make her to go shopping with her after my work ytd.
so we walked the whole shoe department at OG.
i dun really like to shop for shoes. yea.
anyway, i would prefer shopping for food.

so i bought a pair of hush puppies black pumps.
it makes my feet looks fat.. but it's darn comfy.
that's why i bought it. :]

lala. so dunno what came over me, i brought her to ICB to have a drink and have popcorn after our dinner.
yea. me and my mama at ICB.
drinking beer and eating popcorn.
in the end, we felt so sleepy on our ride home. (it's only 9pm)
and upon reaching amk station, both of us wanna pee badly. (abt 9.30pm)
lol. cute la.

ok. my mum just turned me on for shopping.
i think i should go shop tml.
any movable atm wanna follow me?
LOL


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Sunday, June 15, 2008
11:37 PM

im gonna complain a lot in this post.
so ppl who cant tolerate complains.. just close this :]

alrighty.
i finally have 'that' thing.
and my tummy is hurting since noon.
my eyesight is getting worse.. think coz of the too much staring into the computer during work time, as i have nothing better to do. so i learn jap online. and read up about stocks-for-idiots.
then i think i have gained too much weight, and since i have 'that' thing, my feet is aching lots.
not the muscles.. but the bony area.
i cant stand still. have to lean on something. like a nua person.

but the happy thing that i am happy about is...
i bought gifts for my love(s) with the voucher that is supposed to be mine.
well. i am happy although they are cheap stuffs. i hope they are happy too.

and... i manage to find the key of a song ALL BY MYSELF!!
whoa. i think excessive alcohol helped!

since, my 'that' thing came.
im gonna faint soon.
roars.
someone, save me.

oh did i mention?
my ex-boss aka dentist bought me a gift (diamond-white gold ear-studs)
though i dunno for what reason.
but i do know that im not going shopping with her anymore.
unless she keeps her credit cards at home.

haiz. being rich is such a luxury.
but well, u got to have the brains and bravery for it.
let's see what i have in mine.
;)


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12:31 PM

went to lunar at clarke quay last night.
surprisingly my mum allowed me to stay till 3am.
HWA HWA HWA.

so the guys shared to open a bottle of chivas.
and one of his friend opened a bottle of vodka.
lunar is quite interesting.
u can nv get bored.
cause the series of events keeps changing
live band --> dancers --> clubbing --> live band --> dancers --> clubbing

although some of the dancers v ... er... like ... ... hmm. ...... like.... yea....
but got two damn pro de. can swing around that vertical pole.
then the live band, though chinese and hokkien. a bit like ge tai, but the sound from the musicians are good.
esp the keyboardist. v nice effeccts.
well, darling like the guitarist. oh well. haha

so i got drunk. and darling didnt drink. (luckily.. phew~)
coz i was a bit hmm. crazy?
lol.
anyway. let's skip this whole part.

kissing when u are drunk is very very nice.
perhaps because partly.. u dunno who u are kissing.
or what u are feeling.
just like the warmth and the urge of something in the mouth.

lol. skip that whole part too.

eh. skip skip skip.
and i got home safely.

tada.
with darling's cisco's security level.
TADA.


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12:02 PM

my family dun really celebrate mother's day or father's day.
normally it is used as an excuse to eat out, and not let my grandma/aunt cook.
i guess these kind of days are meant for those huge countries, where their peoples' offsprings live miles away from them.
and it takes days to travel to pay a visit.
so festivals and days like that are meant for them.
i seriously feel sad for those parents who only get money and visits from their children, during
1. chinese new year
2. their birthday
3. their children's birthday
4. mother/father day
5. christmas

SERIOUSLY, we are living in singapore.
with the advanced transportation built, what's more to complain?
plus they are the ones who give us life.
oh well. humans.


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Friday, June 13, 2008
10:15 AM

im not feeling well.
need that special hug.
roars. it's only morning.
sian.

and tml got to work.
double sian.


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Thursday, June 12, 2008
10:16 PM

had macs for dinner. my all time fav. but the nuggets didnt taste good, and there's too much salt on the fries. guess the standard varies from restaurant to restaurant.. no fixed recipe. haiz. so my boyfriend help me seek revenge, as i complained that the fries are too salty..
"want to kill my darling isit? i KILL you first!"
last week, went to timbre for the rock fest. and ordered A LOT of dishes. so i only too the unique one. which is a mutated prawn. these prawns have bacon like bodies and their head is no where to be found.
**
to my work stuffs. ytd, my ex-dentist aka specialist treat us to some jap restaurant at grand corpthorne for dinner. below is her cute little assistant. - Linn.
so here are the restaurants' photos. i dun even have a chance to look at the shop's name or think about it. all i did for the whole night with them is to talk, drink and eat. very very busy.
so they serve teppanyaki and very fresh seafood and stuffs.
thats the marinated bacon. super sinful and deliciouz. i think one plate can cost up to 30...

and lovely mushrooms + asparagus.
very unique combination. nv tried before. the crunchy asparagus goes well with the shitake.
ok. thats fried rice. being fried VERY FAST.
super nice mushies.
this has a very stcky taste. and the way u eat it is quite weird. u have to use a small spatula. to cut out one small area, compressed it against the surface till it gets a little bit burnt, then u put in your mouth.
and all 5 of us are like playing with it. very fun, doesnt taste nice till nearing to finish when most of it chao tah.. then taste nice, and a lot of work. chef says it's mostly vege.
that's the ultra fast fried rice. with huge tangy sotong nie.

TADA.

i love jap food!


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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
10:37 AM

dun laugh at me. i actually dreamt that i got accepted into NUS for environmental engineering.
ok. enough dreaming. we all know that @$&^*(&) HAHA.

oh well, just received a call from a patient
he is quite nasty though. when he first came, with a toothache.
kept insisting that he needs to see a dentist asap. as if any extra second will kill him.
afterwhich, he left his coffee in the clinic, and didnt even bother to clear his own shit.

so supposedly he needs to come tomorrow to continue on the treatment.
and he says "oh are there any slots in the afternoon tomorrow? cause im afraid that there will be discomfort and cant continue to work, if it's in the afternoon it will be good, so i can just go home and rest after the appt."

first thing, it's all in your mind. S-HOLE
making a trip here and then back to your office wont take more than an hour, and it's more like u affected your own atmosphere of working rather than the dental appointment.

second thing, we are not your slaves or #$%^&*(
you want this, you get it. you want that, you hope u better get it too.
i know i have nuthin better to do in the clinic, but at least have some little dust of reponsibility when u do ur things.
no wonder u are not married!

third thing, dun even try to explain when i say it twice that it is not possible.
explaining will just waste more of your brain juice to cook up some story, and waste effort in my ears to filter our ur unnecessary.
plus, your looks aint good enough. what makes you think your voice will make me melt?

oh well. nasty patient.


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Monday, June 09, 2008
9:43 PM

i feel like i have nothing to blog about.
perhaps cause i have no photos?
and i feel weird about my hosemones.

ok. seriously. my parents got nuthin betta to do.
here i am using my com, and no one's else at home yet.
so i sms them, then my mama sms back " me and papa in malaysia, will be back tml"
then i HUH. so ic alled my bro. he say he at suntec with friends will be back abt 10 plus and papa mama go malaysia"
then im like "HUH. why they nv tell me they going malaysia?"
then my bro say "you must have missed a call from them"
then im like "HUH. i DUN HAVE"

then my bro laughed. and say aiyah. pian ni de la. wo men xian zai yao hui lai liao. bai bai.
me "HUH. orh okay."

im a typical singaporean. HUH HUH HUH!


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Friday, June 06, 2008
10:51 AM

i still rem whenever i gamble during cny, i will lose all my cash instantly when my mind is switch to having more.

gambling kills. it corrupts minds and farny how these gambling worms stay in the small little gaps of our brain, and come out during our "greed monsoon"

my colleague's hudband witness an old lady playing with the "scratch and win" thingy at the 4D shop.
she bought $10 worth of scratches. and won $250 in one of the scratch.
so at that point of time her gambling worms rolled out of their homes and well..
she used that $250 ticket to buy another $250 worth of scratches.

i told you. gambling kills you,
slowly...


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Thursday, June 05, 2008
11:17 AM

にほれている..

there are a lot of ppl picking up jap language nowadays.
i guess its the influence of cute animaes and plushies from japan.
hmm.

im feeling god-damn bored.


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Wednesday, June 04, 2008
10:34 PM

im lucky that she adores my sally. :]
alright. let's play guess who..
picture 1:

picture 2:

3 ppl to guess. only rpws ppl or ppl who knows of rp people will know. HAHAHA. but i left some clues behind (esp in picture 2)

this is my cousin :] he went to japan a month back.. and look at his ice cold snowman. what i enjoy seeing is his cheeky face.



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Tuesday, June 03, 2008
10:57 PM

perhaps it's my work, that i am required to listen attentively to what the patients say and the directions going around.
and when im home, i just stick myself to either tv or com.
listening to songs or news yet nothing gets process.
it doesn't really matter though, as i enjoy stoning lots.
but what starts to get on my nerves is when my mum started to nag at the way i spend my money, and then worst, cry.
well. it's not that i couldnt be bothered, just that the more you get bothered with this kind of thing, the more stress you will be.
so why bother? put in adequate amount of effort.
and patience will work out the rest for you.
fate is not in your hands though. you need co-operation from some ppl to get what you want.

oh well.
perhaps she just dun want to see me walking the same path as she did.
*sighs*


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3:27 PM

i just adore patients who have cute mindsets.

patient: Jessica, Jessica Jessica (in a daffy's accent)
doctor: looks at patient..
patient: doctor, see. i cant seem to it back. can u do something about it?

LOL. and he uses Jessica (my another name) other than his own family name (Se*****) to pronounce that daffy 'S' accent.

i need to go to Maldives.


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Sunday, June 01, 2008
11:39 PM

i appreciate what you have done for me.
those small little things that aint visible.
i could feel it from my heart and soul.
oh darling, i could have run and stopped.

and baby can't you see? you are all so in love with me.
oooooo

**
i think if im silver,
i would hide ALL the food in my food pouch,
then run against the glass slide and make myself die.
cause i would rather die with food than by boredom.
ok. perhaps i should give it more love. since she doesnt have a partner.
:]
silver day tml!


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