Monday, January 29, 2007

9:03 PM

ate vegetarian for the whole day.
i almost dropped the idea of eating coz the sight of meat, fish, fried food...
but i told myself, "for the sake of the animals & myself."
keep flashing the pic of the time when i took out the chicken embryo from that eggshell.
its real pathetic.

why cant humans use themselves as tools for the experiments, but sacrifice the small creatures?
well.. we all know that this is the one of the best debating topics.
one side protecting animals, another for the better living of mankind.
personally, i feel that humans are just selfish creatures.
we are the big bullies of the universe.
we take advantage of creatures that we do not communicate with.

slowly, i will become a 100% vegetarian one day.
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band prac tml.
yawns*

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Saturday, January 27, 2007

10:39 PM

health is wealth.
there are so many health probs at home.
everybody is at least down with one illness or the other.

god is fair.

going vegetarian.
save animals.
save myself.
once a week...
here i go!

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Friday, January 26, 2007

11:26 PM

another round of uts.
1 down, 3 to go.

fyp group and project confirmed.
will be heading to imh..
looking forward to the things that we are gonna do.. and not the place.

pp submitted.

chinese new year coming.

and its time to spend!
wee~

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

10:38 PM

pms symptoms
-feel sleepy all the time
-feel hungry all the time. (i almost spend 10 bucks on food today.)
-craving for more food.
-stare unnecessarily


band today was actually an unnecessary prac for me.
for the first 2 hours, nobody came in the perc section except ME.
browsed through the diff parts, and ended up at the mallets.
had fun reading the treble notes (coz timp consists of bass notes.)
& i did it! wee~
overall still boring la. (the cny songs, the nobody atmosphere, and the lonely soul feeling)

im so hungry.
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and i f-ing gain another 1kg.
danggsss

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

10:49 PM

darling bought a heart shaped cake from some bakery shop in amk.




love ur smile darling.
thank you.
:]

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

11:20 PM

cell culture today was extremely AWESOME.
the original faci didnt come today.
luckily didnt got caught for wearing open toe 'shoes' in the lab by the replacement faci.

despite being the last team to do the protocol,
my team still get to enjoy ourselves with our new 'hatched' baby.
i call her Meek.



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Monday, January 22, 2007

9:56 PM

we have a new and good beginning.
& i strongly believe that new and good starts will have a happier ending.

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we are always looking forward to challenges.
things that we dream of getting.
and when that challenge is right in front of you, but when there is only capacity for one person..
you just go forward, accept it and push all the other challengers behind.
u prove that u are the best, have a big hooo-haaa abt it.
have lots of praises and love.
and when u get tired of it, u step down and randomly pick another person to be in that same position of yours.

is this behavior wrong?
its like, wanting mummy to buy the most expensive toy in town.
get tired of it, and donate it to the orphanage.

learn to appreciate the things that you have,
and remember to share your joy.
:]

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

1:05 PM

drank down lots of mixed vodka and chivas.
then 1/4-1/2 cup of chivas neat.
and it all went crazy.
i just see flashing lights all the time.
everybody was wild and sizzling hot!

woots~

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Friday, January 19, 2007

9:34 PM

this morning i told myself to look at things from the other side, or maybe look at more details to make myself think more out-of-the-box.

i succeeded in ....
1. teaching my student PATIENTLY while she is staring at the table.
2. act as if im studying by staring at the 'borat' movie in my laptop screen.

failed in...
1. observing the crack in the ceiling and found a live cockroach
2. admiring the delicious dinner bought from downstairs and found a long strand of hair.
1. looking at the tree and saw a 20 year old guy peeing.
DAMN.

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

10:47 PM

sometimes slogans have another meaning.

for example:
no more tears. -johnson baby shampoo

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10:25 AM

Is starting out a relationship as important as maintaining it?
i guess it should be, coz it proves the moment of love given to each other for that one time and forever.

what if, that moment of love was developed because in the first place one just needed that something extra and one does not actually want to go further than that.
if one can rem, try recalling what one has said to me when i ask for a steady relationship in the first place.

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the prob is.
why bring it up now?
why at this particular time?
when everything is at the stabilized mode?
thing is that, i just realized that i have friends who use their gfs/bfs as tools.
for example:
they only say i love you, when the other party gave them pleasure.
they only say i love you, when the other party acts as an atm machine.

one might not feel ours in this way, but i do.
because of the way we started. and i dun like the times when u say that im beautiful.

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

10:54 PM

went to visit my interviewee.
i just had this feeling i will be late though i went out of my house at 1, the appt was at 3 at SGH.
went to cine to buy famous amos cookies.
that lady aka auntiecheated me.

me: how much is it?
auntie: it will be a bit more expensive then it's on the list
me: how much more expensive?
auntie: a few cents lo
me: huh.. ok lo.
actual price was 7.25, and she f-ing charge me 9.25.
a few hundred cents i guess.

so me and paul ate long john.
and we were damn late.
this was the worst part of today.
i FORGOT that i brought my book along, which i thought i FORGOT to put it into my bag.
so we toured around SGH, from the patients wards to NCC to SON(school of nursing) after 15 mins.

Mr interviewee was more interested in Paul than me.
f-ed.
i was freaking nervous, and i well.... stared most of the time.
luckily, Paul is there to ask him questions.. phew~
but neh mind la. i didnt even really understand what he trying to say.
a mixture of indian cum states cum singapore tone.
really difficult to understand.

so after that, we went to town to shop for my top for dxo this sat.
dropped the idea of buying, coz either too ex, i too fat, or no wired bra to wear with.
pathetic. but will try to get one asap.
so...window shopped, talk cock and mostly the shen jiang thing.

THEN then went to mirrana hotel for jap sashimi.
sword fish, salmon, yellow tail, tako, sake........
i think i gain another 2kg..
ate from 8.30 to 10pm
NONSTOP.

eating is fortune. (direct translation from chinese)
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fatspreefatspreefatspreefatspreefatspreefatspree
fatspreefatspreefatspreefatspreefatspreefatspree
fatspreefatspreefatspreefatspreefatspreefatspree
fatspreefatspreefatspreefatspreefatspreefatspree
fatspreefatspreefatspreefatspreeFATSPREE!!!!!

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10:44 AM

darker eye bags.
sore throat.
running nose.
pimples.
fever.

push the blame on blading too much man.
from 2-8 ytd. (we rested for around 1 and 1/2 hr in total)

wee~
im finally goin on a fat spree.
that is... to eat anything i want. :]

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12:13 AM

i have..
fallen on my face before, and broke my eye bone.
fallen by the tree, and cut my knee.
fallen with my snare and hurt my pubic region.
fallen on the ice while ice skating.
crashed into the bush while 'siam-ing' a truck.
&
today, i fell into the mud, while skating on sand.
as in.. the sand in the middle of the road.

what's next?

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Monday, January 15, 2007

10:10 PM

definition of a friend
-somebody emotionally close to another: somebody who has a close personal relationship of mutual affection and trust with another

definition of a boyfriend
-intimate male friend: a man with whom somebody has a romantic or sexual relationship

thanks to---> Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2005. © 1993-2004 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

10:16 PM

i have finally completed 3/4 of my pp.
i felt a great sense of achievement, coz i have finally gotten myself down to write another thousand words upon reflecting on the interviewee's response.

the weather was so cold today.
how i wish it was like yesterday..
where i can lie on your tum tum, and say ---i love you too.

open house tml again.
fucking wasted my time to put myself into this event.
i thought it will be as fun as last year, where the sta and sas is much more into designing their entire booths and such.
what a waste~

yea yea.
and cell culture rocks.
im so gonna culture cells for my entire life!
wee~

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Saturday, January 13, 2007

11:53 PM

i will rem this day for as long as we walk together..
the BESTEST day ever, since 31th august 2006.

love you darling.
next sat will be a big blow again.
:]

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

10:26 PM

finally, my pp's interviewee replied my second email.
and it took a month?
i regret a bit on one question that i ask.
coz i totally dun understand what he is answering..


Successful isolation and characterization of aurora family of kinases, which play
essential roles in fundamental cellular process such as chromosome segregation and
oncogenic role in tumorigenesis.
1. Humboldt Fellow awarded by Alexander von Humboldt Foundation, Germany
2. Young Investigator Scholar Award-awarded by the American Association for
Cancer Research, USA.

wtf?
i need to take a photo with him.
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i asked my parents AGAIN, if i could go clubbing.
and i took all the necessary steps to make it succeed.
1. talking in a sweet tone
2. speak softer
3. seat right next or in front of them
4. 'teh' if you need to.
5. look cute and innocent
6. be patient and wait for replies. dun rush into suggestions.
7. always ALWAYS SAY -please and thank you.
8. keep dragging isaac into the pic

yea. thats how i got permission to DXO on 20th jan from 10pm to 2.30am.
woots~
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darling is so sweet nowadays.
trying to entertain me, make our days exciting,
by doing SOME MOVES.
lolx.
love u darling.
:]

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Monday, January 08, 2007

10:38 PM

me and maisarah before heading to vch for the concert.
pretty right?
HEHE
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dragged my slping time coz the sch sent a mail stating that i didnt send my tuition grant application form.
(&(**&$^%#&*(*)!#$^&
the difference in amount to pay is $9,850 OKAY?

idiot.

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my bro asked my dad if he could go to his friend's birthday party this sat.
from 12-9pm
and my dad agreed.
so i grabbed my chance and asked my dad if i could go party with my classmates at DXO.
i told my dad 3am..
he said NO.
i even pulled isaac into the scene, saying that he will send me home after club.. (sorry darling.. just testing out.. but seriously.. will you go clubbing with me if i want to go with my friends?)
okk.. anyway.. my dad thought for a while, and asked "is he going with you?"
me "maybe.."
dad "then no lo."

(*&(!#$

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i seemed to be complaining a lot lately.
hmph.

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

9:39 PM

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Saturday, January 06, 2007

10:09 PM

she is not a young girl anymore.
she just wished that she can just try, use her youth now to break free and learn new things.
and what a bother to keep sticking to the rule of respecting the elders.
more than that, somehow new rules were created every now and then.
she is just oh so sick.... of everything.
everything that bores her.
including YOU.

i just wanna rollderblade.
the craze is back.

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Thursday, January 04, 2007

10:52 PM

this is the conv i had with samuel.
what a sweet talker.
his gf will have nv-ending surprises from his sweet mouth..

school today is tiring..
the ut is much more worse..
over a month of not touching science, and suddenly we had to write so much about it, makes us really blank for a while after seeing the questions.




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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

9:42 PM

end of the holidays.
seniors say that this is that last holiday in rp.
basically, i will be spending time completing my fyp, and my pp for this '07.

how true will that be?
this is time to learn about scheduling time between...
-school
-friends
-bf
-family
-relatives
-festive seasons
-project
-pp
-band
-personal time

hope i wont neglect any.
:]

jia you~ JIA YOU!

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1:24 PM

im looking forward to the next holiday, which is only a month away from now.
pp still not done, fyp groupmates not found.
*thunder rolls*

i think i need to settle my feelings to study, really.
im still so japalan.

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

9:48 PM

liping wanted some health tips..
i guess everyone knows we should have a healthy diet, exercise, and drink plenty of fluids..
and what we shouldn't do is to eat junk food, and cultivate bad habits.

so i dun think i will be suggesting more health tips.. coz they are more or less the same.
im goin to talk abt junk food, coz i have a habit of eating junk food to fill my stomach than eat more nutritional food..

so here we go..
junk food contains high levels of fat, sat or sugar, and numerous food additives, and they lack proteins, vitamins and fiber.

the 'commonest' food additive is monosodium glutamate (MSG)
naturally, they occur in tomatoes, mushrooms, seaweed, nuts meat, legumes.. etc
studies have shown that intake of MSG can cause birth defects, and numbness of limbs.
there are some other side effects such as migraines, digetive upsets, bad dreams, disturbed sleep, hair loss, asthma, heart palpitations, diabetes and etc.
therefore, it is possible that MSG form brain lesions and damage nerve cells in human.
however, some foods that contains the label 'no msg' might be misleading. because there might be free glutamates, such as hydrolyzed protein, yeast extract and calcium caseinate.

another common food additive will be tartrazine.
it is a food coloring derived from coal-tar.
found in fruit squash, fruit cordial, colored soft drinks, sweets, jelly, mustards, soups..etc
long long ago.. there was a legend that tartrazine can shrink testicles, and decrease male sperm count..
well.. it is known to be false..
BUT. if u consume excessive tartrazine, u will suffer from migraine, itching, blurred vision, rhinits(inflammation of the nose), purple skin patches or urticaria(nettle rash).

anyone like lays potato chips?
u have to start hating them!
some manufaturers are using olestra, a fat substitute..
it has a sucrose molecule with 8 fatty acids tails, arranged like an octopus, therefore too large to move through the intestinal wall.
it passes through the gut without being absorbed and adds no calories or nutritive value to the diet.
now the exciting part has come.
although we do not absorbed this fatty acids, it is able to dissolve lipid soluble vitamins (D,E,K,A) along with carotenoids(photosynthetic organisms).
not only this, studies have shown that it can cause diarrhea, abdominal cramping, loose stools, and anal leakage.

so thats all for now.
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school is starting on thursday.
and i need to clean up my stuffs tml.
to prepare for the new year!!

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Monday, January 01, 2007

10:35 PM

photoshop is interesting.
made myself read the tutorial .. was really straining energy..
still get some work done.. above pic-> layering, brush, texts.. hell lots of steps for layering..
above pic-> liquify and text. online plastic surgery for free.... anyone?




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