Thursday, June 28, 2007

11:35 PM

i need to have patience.

and also to have luck, confidence and trust.

the BIG days are coming.

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

6:29 PM

so... i did an analysis on the modules in which i can/feel like taking for my semester 2.
am given 2 freely choosen modules + 2 elective choosen modules
NO core modules :]]

so im thinking of doing DBIO (biotech track) and some fanciful module from other schools.

and for DBIO modules.. they will be...
structural biology, analytical instrumentation and environmental science

the fanciful module will be...
music theory

hehe. i even asked dr alvin teo for comments.
im glad he was kind with his words.
saying that he took music in his uni days as well. :]

weeeee.
or should i drop environmental sci and join sherline in that first aid thingy?
or maybe financial planning.......?

lol. i dun have to take financial planning.. i have my darling to do it for me :] & my mama & my uncle. all the insurance agents.. buahahaa

orhkay! siao.

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

11:04 PM

okay. okay. okay.

darling told me this real life thingy which kinda have some storyline like some sarah mclachlin story book which i read in lower sec.

its kinda when things happen.
i think that is when god is like giving you an answer for the questions that you have been asking for years...
for example..
- is my girl/boy friend the one for me?
- will i be a successful woman/man in the future?

it is how we face the facts and bring out the best in every situation ;]

anyways..
i wanted to tell so many things to darling. but seeing him having thoughts already overflowing that big brain makes me feel that my problems aint that big.

okay. okay. okay. orh kay.

i shall say this to motivate myself.

"kudos to final report, poster presentation, abstract for some pharmacist congress thingy, 4 damn tests in days, Rossroy, more greens, and family time. jia you jieying! & to everyone who thinks that they are having pms and have to go to sch as well :]"

yeapps. girls with pms shouldnt go to sch. they will spoil ppl's mood. really.

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Monday, June 25, 2007

9:41 PM

i think my bro regretted in showing me attitude last night, or maybe he loves me lots...

in the late noon, when i called my mum to ask her to buy A1 curry puff for me on her way back from work, my mum refused as there's lot of things to eat at home.
-breathes-
so.... after i hang up the phone, my bro volunteered to buy it for me.

as in, drop his tv programme, walk to amk hub, to buy curry puff just for me.

but im not so mean la.
im such a lucky girl. :]
how i wish he can be my elder bro.

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2:20 PM

great. i didnt get the tuition job.
and everytime i fail interviews, i know the damn reason.

i tell the truth.

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9:37 AM

tagged by annzy

its about:
- Each player of this game starts by stating 6 weird things about himself/herself.
-The player than tags 6 other person.
- Each person tagged has to state 6 weird things about himself/herself.
- Each person tagged has to continue the game and it goes on and on.

okay.

the weird things about myself

1. i like humans, things, aliens with pouty and stuck up lips. (for example, sally, duckies, psyduck, isaac and suckerfish)

2. my definition of tidy is always different from other people

3. i like to keep my thoughts to myself. unless whatever meteor hits, i opened my golden mouth.

4. i day dream 50% of my life

5. i learn all the amazing biochemical pathways in the body.. but i love to eat fries.

6. im a fan of motorola phones.

i am tagging to ...
sherline ho.
sherline ho.
sherline ho.
sherline ho.
sherline ho.
sherline ho.

another weird thing of mine....... I LOVE TO REPEAT WHEN IM HAVING PMS.

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

10:14 PM

let photos speak



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i really dislike the non-urgency-mind-for-homework.
he can just TRY to finish his assignments like today. the very last day of holiday.
about 6 newspaper reports, 4 long journals, and some maths stuffs.
i wonder wtf the chinese, science, geog, etc teacher were doing. no homework?!
i cant blame them though. it has to be my bro.. not completing them.

then abt 2 days ago. he wanted me to help me data in the journals in for his blog thing.
i asked him why not he do it on the desktop at the living room..
and he said abt him not able to enter coz of the cookie.

so today, i helped him to log in to his blog.
and so fucking nice. his account is available no more.
then he got fucking stress over it.

so i was having my headache and my pms symptoms, and trying to tell myself to not 'nag' at his wild behaviour.
in the end, i created another account for him.
and he was like "HURRR HURRR HURRR"
then i asked him "you want me to do this for you?"
-no reply- then he keep putting his head on top of his folded arms
so i just logged off and signed into my own account.

then he was like "huh?"
so i replied "i asked u, but u didnt reply."
he: "i did!"
me: "no lo." -looks into com-
he: -slams stuffs on the table-

i tell you. never ever irritate a person with pms.
if not, you can never get your things done.
and esp one with a fucking headache, stuck in a hot weather, and with a running nose.
damn.

**
okay.. maybe i was wrong.
okay okay.. i should start to build my patience level all over again.

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2:39 PM

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

11:37 PM

saturday..... this is after i had the 'waterfalls' at ice cold pub. i couldnt feel my lip muscles.. and i feel retarded while i talk. but after 40 mins.. i went back to normal, and i think of juba.
before drinking.. we went to i-village. my treat :]
oh yea. darling didnt send me the photo of the pork knuckle.




friday......
we ate till damn f-ing full at surf and turf (suntec).. hehe the more expensive de of coz darling treat lo. lol.

nachos meal. ultimately huge.
sirloin steak.
his bobdog face.
my 'ai xin nachos burger with custom made ingredients'
well.. actually he made one for me first. and actually he was just trying to finish off the nachos with cheese on the plate. but he claimed that he was showing his love for me.
so i made a bigger one for him, but in burger format.
luckily, we finished the cheesed nachos :]

and i found this on my dish. i shared it with my darling. :]

**

darling said that we are having too much luxury le. oh wells. i have to make sure i will be able to make more money to afford this kind of luxury food next time :]

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Friday, June 22, 2007

11:32 PM

there are quite a few couples breaking up at this period..
and some individuals looking for new partners at this period as well.

and joel came to me and kept asking me why that girl didnt want to accept him.
i know he doesnt read my blog.. so i can bitch abt him for all i want.

so well. he was asking me.
"why ar. i have wooed her for 2 months already"
"a few days ago when i asked her out for movie, she dun want to go till i ask some other friends along"
"then when i asked her the Q after dinner, she gave me a direct no."
"now she is ignoring me. what should i do la?"
"everyday i come to class.. i see her and i feel so weird"

so i said.
"good things need to be wait upon"
"if she doesnt talk to you, just wait lo. be patient"
"she will come and talk to you one day.. dun rush upon love"

and he replied with "eh. its ironic la. the moment u said that.. she msn me"
then off he goes talking to her without saying a bye or a thanks for listening or see you sometime to me.

thats how idiotic and horny bastards are.
you try to act as if you are so in love of the other partner you are wooing, and all u actually care abt is their hole.

sorry if i have offended any other guy.
but if you do feel offended, well that may be because u have fit in all i have said in my 3rd to 5th paragrah.
& if you feel damn buay song, just leave and dun talk to me again.

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

11:18 PM

i feel like going out and have fun.
meanwhile all the heavy thoughts sink to the bottom of my brain, & i can feel it going through my neck.


**
DO YOU KNOW that maize actually have more number of genes comparing to humans?

and someone in my class commented that "hey. maize dun talk right.....? do they?"
lol. fucking farny.

oh. and im so against charles darwin's theory for the primates to humans thingy.
where is the concrete evidence?
but i do respect your passion for evolutionary science.
just against your theory. not you.
p.s dun hunt me tonight.

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

10:20 PM

this is the best front view i can get. sighs.



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2:59 PM

just had my hair cut.. :]
will post pics later..

feeling veryyyyy nervous for the job interview later.
its not the virgin time already lo.....

goin popular to walk around first. for warm up.

and wee~ im so satisfied with my first round of tests' results.

if i manage to grab this job.. wont be taking allowance from parents le!!
hee
:]

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

10:55 PM

I MISS eating the maggi mee that darling cook. the prata and curry at casuarina. the mushroom soup at village. the bbq chicken wings at chomp chomp. this special rice burger at MOS. the nugget meal with lotsa garlic chili, mayo and curry sauce at MACS. cheese sausage from i forgot where darling bought for v-day bbq. cup noodles with mai(cnf). potato chips night with bro. potato salad made by myself when i was in sec 3.

I MISS having to shop for clothes, jeans, slippers, socks, skirts, soft toys, bras, accessories.

imissmydarling. <3

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3:08 PM

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Monday, June 18, 2007

10:05 PM

when you go to a flower shop to buy flowers..
u pick up a freshly scent rose and decided to pay for it.
then u realise that the stalk is too short.. and u started to look at the other roses and pick for a longer stalk.
finally u chose one, then u realised that the petals are not as bloomy as the one next to it, then u pick up the one beside it and start to see if there are any flaws with it.

all of us has a little perfectionist mind inside us.
but what we do not realise is that somehow we are not as imperfect as we feel.

same to picking boyfriends/girlfriends, having the laptop that you are carrying, the mp3 that u are listening to every morning, or the piece of vegetable/fruit you are gonna purchase in the supermarket.

nothing is perfect.
face up to reality, and start to have some balance in your life!

accept what you have. but meanwhile.. some might say "since you can beautify your life.. why not just a make a little more effort and you will get what you want?"

an example will be.
my table is naturally messy. the point is.. i should tidy up my table and not just accept what it already is.
another example....
compared to my younger and livelier days.. i look so lethargic, with panda eyes, and have more fats than muscles.. the point is.. i should stop accepting the fact that im still the average-sized ladies.. and start to work out.

two points to work on! :]
i tell you AR. two years later.. i will be working on it again.
:(
well.. everybody does! heez

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

10:00 PM

1) name?
- Ong Eng Chok :]

2) hobby?
- running, dragon boating, reading, having a healthy lifestyle

3) what food does he like?
peanuts !

4) what food does he not like?
prawn, pui ba, luncheon meat

5) how old is he?
46? 47? lol.

6) what phone does he hold?
nokia. all oldies hold that

7) what is his fav shirt?
erm blue and yellow checked

8) what abt shoes?
his running shoes lo.

9) what is his character?
openminded. humourous. straight to the point. caring.

10) which side of the bed does he always slp on?
ma's left, my right.

i love my daddy :]
he does housework, earns money for us to travel, eat, and spend, the first guy contained in my heart <3

anyway.. is there a Happy Daughter's Day? or perhaps.. Happy Jie Ying's Day!!

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9:48 PM

well. this hairstyle looks better on the right. my left is damn messy coz its around 3 cm shorter than the right :/

my darling peeped at other girls 5 mins before. that other girl revealed almost half of her breast... hmmmmmm.
JUBAJUBA! my first GSS gift from pui pui!

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8:54 PM

a few days back, out of boredom during fyp meeting.
me and team mate decided to talk abt boyfriend's stuffs.

so we somehow drifted to- how to prevent the bf from looking at other girls

its like when u go shopping, then there is this lady dressed with a fucking white hot top showing half of her boobs, and pink hot pants, then her hair is so long it almost touch her butt.
ultimate sexy kind.

how do u stop ur bf from looking at that?

and we came to no conclusion.. coz we will admire her ourselves as well.
unless she starts to make eye contact with my boy... or he looks at her for more than 5 times
*&&$!@#

"eh. take a picture la. then put it as ur desktop's wallpaper"

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Friday, June 15, 2007

1:15 PM

the committee did a great job this time round.
*applause for the committee*

the games were much more cuter, interesting..
and being the most senior in that bunch of kids makes me feel paiseh at times.
but stayed for the first day only.. had to finish my report. currently on the results section. :]

a review of a few games
1. something like simon says
- the game master said impossible stuffs..

i want to see 3 girl's face and 2 guy's face sticking to the ceiling.

luckily the ceiling aint that high. we had to do some cheerleading though.

2. some traditional japanese game
- each team needs one person to be on top of a human machine to move around and snatch ribbons tied on the opponent's arm.

it was fucking farny la. the lightweight ppl were being swung around as the human machines (us) were running from place to place. then their arms were hell red as the ribbon was tied tooo tight on their arms. imagine the amt of strength to pull that ribbon.. poor lightweight ppl. but i enjoyed laughing my ass off.

3. nightwalk with blindfold
- played for 6 damn years.
always jumping across puddle, climbing beneath chairs, tickling from some other ppl, ghostly noises, walking up and down stairs.
this time round.. we walked in the pond in front of our canteen.. HATE IT LA. plus im the damn first person. and the pond is dirty. and i dun like to get into water.
then all of us had free foot massage in the pond.. coz it was filled with pebbles..
just imagine.. 30 plus people walking blindfolded in the pond at night.
totally fools.

thats abt it.
it was fun :]

oh. and i think my feet is going to have a bruise and swell soon.
coz i dropped my almost 3kg lappie on my feet.
& it landed at the lappie's edge.

f. my hands trembled lo.
now i know how impt feets are.
hurting them can make u pee in ur pants as well.

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

9:25 PM

i want to learn how to forgive from my heart.

and have patience.

meanwhile.. this goes in my head..
"guys are bastards, girls are bitches"

holy ant.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

10:14 PM

report to be submitted by friday.
and im only at the introduction.
*claps*

anyway.. why am i so worried for my results?
AS IF im gonna work in this particular field when i grad..
u MIGHT just see me standing behind the counter of the bubble tea shop with my bestie.. shaking bubble tea.

-sighs-

study for what?

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11:51 AM

the second part of taiwan trip'07
the buddhas.. looks so peaceful :]
my favourite pet *i swear* besides ham ham.
i was standing above that
this is alishan. its heaven! the trees are soothing to the mind.. result of the earthquake to 1% of taiwan.

the flowing upstream river..
maggie mee again. sorry mais.. no cnf.. but the cup noodles here do have real meat.. plus its damn troublesome to cook the meat lo. overall, dun suit my taste
partying in me and dad's room! with a red of coz.
photo fanzie. we took 10 shots in 10 secs.
the amazing tree at alishan. having 4 other tree trunks sprouting out above the big one (below) has been chopped off.



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Monday, June 11, 2007

9:47 PM

damn. i cant upload any more photos.
:[

do it tml!!

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8:54 PM

me+aunt+uncle
im covering her tummy
my new hairstyle :]
the new airbus!
ok. this is crazy.


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