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Thursday, February 28, 2008

4:47 PM

okay. shopping spree is over.
have spent at least $150 in just two days. or a day to be exact (calc the hours walked)

and if you are wondering what book i have bought.
it is multiple streams of income by robert g allen.
and im glad that darling let me read rich dad poor dad to expand my view on money.
oh well.
dance later. fat snoopy will not be going. BORING.

oh. crap. now i know the best of both worlds (working and not working)
i guess what i want now in life is quite clear cut.
just need self discipline (which is already in me, and the level still needs to be increased)

i need a money tree which grows at a rate of $100 per hour.
well, i am not that greedy actually.
i need that amount to build a hospital by the age of 50.
hohoho. im stupid.

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

11:08 PM

i miss babby.

this is the 'couple'. i think their lifes will be v interesting if they really are together.

bob the builder day. named by sandy, created by me,mai, cici.

cici left us.

and we are happy that she did. LOL.

see. im cute!

getting fatter as days passed.

dun notice my tummy, cause i can easily just suck in.

simply look at my darn fatty cheeks.

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Monday, February 25, 2008

10:02 PM

hehe. i bought lots of things today.
and kana scolded by mama for spending too much and not earning any.

:]

yes. i can still smile. cause i bargain unexpectedly with the book seller and im happy about it!
luckily mai withdraw 50 dollars so i can bargain the price of the book from 29.90 to 25 dollars as he dun have any big change with him.. HEHE.
first time shopping with mai alone after like 3 years of knowing each other. lol.
and oh yea!! we got the same jumper! will take cute photos tml! weeeee.
there are till three more things i have to get on my shopping list.
roars. i should have waited for like next month or something to get my stick.
cause getting heels is more impt now..
so the 3 things are 1. heels 2. converse shoes 3. jeans
oh my. im so scared that i will spend extra lot with alicia this thurs. roars!!

ok. let me loook on the positive side.
this splurging will then push me to earn money.
go jieying! i know you can do it.. hehe!

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

10:15 PM

i got tanned. and feeling cold inside but hot on the skin.
fault of the airshow. i dun know how to comment on the airshow..
because we were in this area where the photographers are.. and you need a pass to enter. (my cousin sneaked us in)
and the view was great, just directly before you about the distance of my house and the block in front, and with shelter.
but we were unable to listen to the emcee introduce about the planes and stuff. so it got quite bored and i yawned multiple times.
and the best thing i saw at the airshow other than airbus, falcons, eurocopters, etc, IS HANDSOME MEN. and they dun have men tits!

just went jamming today.
have to pay eight dollars every week now. ROARS
32 dollars can buy one dress lei. can wear for a year lo.
hurrrrr.

then another month, another 32 dollars.. can buy another shoe and can wear for another year lo.
hurrrrr.

oh well. just hope that another 9 more times and we are ready to do gigs.. and then i can earn back my eighty dollars... hehe.

meeting mai tml to get our cute little skirt.. and vic firth sticks!
woots.

oh anybody know where to get cheap converse shoes?
prob around $30..

i miss my puui puii

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

12:59 AM

i simply cant take people without the sense of urgency.
oh well. mistakes learnt. not going to happen again anyway.

btw. i passed my standard first aid!
waiting for license. :]
later will be a better day i hope.
cause i will be spending time with my love ones.

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

11:54 PM

i bet they will look good on me.. but after looking at converse..

i so want to be someone of my own look.

being myself :]

want to design my own converse. chuck slips!

and nono. heels are just so not me.

plus they hurt me so much i couldnt stand in the train for long.

stupid.

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

9:30 PM

there are times when there is a particular scenario which keeps repeating in life but with different people around.
and it can be something i like or not.
so how do we change the not to a like?
basically, we just need to be smart.
i dun mean study smart. more like street smart kind of thing. eh. simplifically - EQ
we need to take time and understand how the system works, so we wont be in the same scenario again and doing the same old thing which makes us boring people...
and there is this particular sentence which i like "if you are being ignorant, it is easy to be bullied."
so.. be smart!

and 5(my fav no.) words of advice..
do not simply comply, react.

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

11:49 PM

wee.
i feel delighted :]
submitted my doc for NUS. and so blardy stupid as i didnt print the cover page for NTU admission form, then im going to make a trip down to buona vista again.
and the reason for not printing -> printer dun have black ink.

so hanged around with grace at NUS.
took the shuttle bus. and got so mah lu as the driver told us to get down when were enjoying the aircon. boohoo.
then we head to NUH. coz she got interview there.
and the thought of completing the job employment form slipped my mind.
i went up with her. then went off.
so stupid. roars.

back to school. was late for sectionals. nonetheless my cymbal crashing is still good, and now for some whipping to be done.. HAHA. huici will know what i mean. i need to get over the fear of whips.. LOL.
i love percussion section. had so much fun today.
esp dancing in front of them, allowing them to give me that stunned look of "wtf does she think she is doing?"
i will continue since i dun have much time left in this band.. hehe.
so do enjoy my sexy dances. :]

so on our way home. that gang walked across the field.
the part which i hate the most.
cause no matter how i walk, the mud will always get stuck in my pumps. and not in mai nor huici or anybody else's.
so i whined like three times and enoch said he will carry me over.
mind you, it is a very big field. (will take a photo of the field tml)
so i 'gei siao' a bit, but still got on top of his back within 2 mins.
at first say "you not heavy la.. can la"
half way "WAHHHH"
3/4 way --> walks from left to right, knees giving way any moment
note: im still loving it lo. to be piggybacked..
10/12 way --> panting harder. "WAHHH CANNOT LIAO"
nnear the end --> he put me down and remained squatting to catch big amounts of air.
and by then i was panting too. and i dunno why. perhaps of laughing too much.
love him.. haha. first guy to piggy back me such a long distance and yea, piggy back me. (well, except dad)

met darling at civic centre. and he drove me home.
'sun bian' from his toasting session.
lala.

im tired. but still feeling happy.
not wanting the day to end...

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Monday, February 18, 2008

11:12 PM

some green love. i have CHEAPSTER! wee~ and GREEN TEA! wee~

and some love candy help to cure sore throats.

hehe. darling bought those stuffs for me. was craving for cheapster just now or lke since ytd.

met my flabby arms and well it's been long since we had like some gal talk one to one.

hehe.

i just love her to the size of crushed potato chips.

makes me smile when im with her. :]

oh yea. the movie P.S I LOVE YOU is fantastic.

go watch!

i cried for one and a half hour.. minusing some laughters and the beginning.

tiring.

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

11:22 PM

my little silver. i can see that she is growing older. and her whiskers are half the length of my finger. how i wish she can talk to me.

photo taken on v-day. we drank that special drink.

photo taken today. i was emoing at esplanade alone, so darling came to see me for a while. eh.. i somehow folded the common aeroplane origami and make my model pose for me.

cool aint it? behind this purple uncle looking... LOL.

so darling went back for dinner, and i went back to emo and listen to pop-rock. intially was listening to violin concerto sonata in D minor. i dunno what the **** it is ringing, but it makes me want to sleep.

then i took photos of the esplanade. having a bushy dicky.

so when i remove away my handphone pouch, the esplanade sill has some hairy greens down there. hmmmm.

then as usual. the zi-lian thing floated in...

this cd is great. by the hansons. isaac, zac, and someone hanson. i guess they are siblings..

but out of like 12 songs, only two caught my ears.. which is better than violin concerto sonata in D minor of cause..

im feeling bad still. met greenie for some jamming. well, he invited me to listen in.
instead he got me to do some keyboard pressing and do some backing vocals for him.
so nice !*&^&$#%&*@)_
the band was good with some new guy (lecturer from ntu) a bassist.
and they were all quite impromptu and able to adapt well.
esp the vox, though a bit pervertic. haha.
well. to say how good they were.. i pressed a wrong key on the keyboard. and being a nice and ex keyboard, it started to come up with 8 beat rhythm with G notes. then greenie played solos in G major and everyone just sink in. there's where i know how pervertic the vox is. he sang about thrusting a girl and whatever.

oh well. i just crushed some ice and felt better.
i hope that tml will be a better day.
for me and all. :]

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

10:45 PM

i feel so comfy in the study room now.
although with a dry cough and being unemployed, i like being with my laptop. it brings me to my desired destinies. :]
anyway, i couldnt be bothered about the cough. will go away soon. just a matter of time.

im more worried about my future.
when i was young, i wanted myself to grow up fast, get a job, start a family, fulfill my duty as a daughter, etc.
but is life just getting out of bed, working, and eating?
my life has been quite calm since i enter poly.
no competitions going on, nothing big exactly. or perhaps i have took things too easily.. maybe.

seriously, i have been sending out my resumes every week, walking from shops to shops if they are looking for sales assts, since 1st feb or even earlier.....
all except F&B. cause i hate mopping the floor.

**
am i ready for the world? or is it not ready for me?
it feels like they are wanting too much out of me.
wanting full time sales asst - yet, when i am able to work full time, they want someone who is able to do it permanently. (not even half a year!)
happy finding kiddos. nobody works as a sales asst her/his whole life. not in one particular shop or stall i suppose.

i find myself stupid for being honest when they ask me questions.
because in the end, i got rejected.

oh wth. i need to caress my sally.

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Friday, February 15, 2008

7:30 PM

WATCH!

envy me :]

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12:57 AM

v day is the day when i realise how much time you are willing to spend with me.
even though we are doing nothin.

lol. somehow just feel bored to do the same old things that we used to do.
but we had oreo milkshake from changing appetites. thats soomething diff.
and we will be completing the celebration of v day tml night. coz i had dance prac just now, and i postpone the bbq-ing to tml!

now looking forward to the cheese sausage.. yum yum. and my pui chef. haha

**
was trying to complete the application to uni thing.
when this guy asked : hey what are your plans now?
me: trying uni lo.
guy: wah. you can meh?
me: try la.

WAH LIAO. *touch wood sia*
i dun want to work so soon!

anyway ********* <-- that's not a word.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL MY FATTIES.
including you maisarah.
you fat ass. hehe.
love you all. and baba phia and big head sherline.
and flabby arms cia.
wee. non-ending list of fatties man.
face it, we eat fast food every week.
fast food restaurants should burn.
they cause pollution.
alrighty. i should stop before the green side of me shows.
love love all. (wah. damn childish)

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

12:13 PM

sentosa outing part 2.

this unofficial couple will be officially official couple now.

bth the draginess. haha.

huici standing on my long stick!

the perc girls. with the lightest on the top!

look at enoch's face.

i bet he is heavy.

chicken by me, family by huici.
love <3

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12:30 AM

paid three bucks to get into sentosa to suntan.
fun. but should have been like earlier.. boohoo huici!

i like this photo coz of the color of my hair. kudos!

this is ultra primary school pose. hehe. terry and huici and me

panda ong.

mermaid mai

join the queue in killing mermaids. i like it when she smells ma armpit. hehe.

i need to slp. more photos later.
love perc.

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Sunday, February 10, 2008

11:32 PM

darling is right.
she will go through a phase of "earning money, but eh, not enough money to spend on this, but then want some more money, but eh, dunno how to get it lei"

she has been going through it since secondary school, but the temptations are rising exponentially now.
last time still can afford to walk home, have lunch and dinner at home, study, do some rudiments, sleep.
interests kept her away from luxury food, hanging out with friends in some cafe, or paying off for some game. (to think of it.. haiz. she lost lots in blackjack this cny)

now, it is not that she dun have the creation to create some magic in the pocket. but just being effortless and lazy. wanting it to go her way as long as she pleases the correct person at the right time, then she will get what she want.
she had 'graduated' a week ago. sent out her resumes long ago. and now just sitting here waiting for the apple to settle on her.

holy fish. when did this laziness sink in and become 1/2 of her?

she needs some reality to sink into her.
she is getting dependent on people, and wanting too much of what she can actually afford.

stupid.

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10:24 PM

60 new questions you’ve NEVER been asked

1. First thing you do in the toilet? see if the floor is wet.
2. What's your favorite line from a movie? what line?
3. Do you like coffee? nope
4. How are you feeling RIGHT now? normal.
5. Crush's name? rw
6. Do you say aim or a-i-m? what? i cant believe mai answered 54 of the others.
7. What are you? im a hero.
8. Could you eat your favorite food everyday for a month and not get sick of it? definitely
9. What are you craving? sausages oozing cheese to my mouth.
10. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? i think i put them in the fridge last year and nv take it out again.
11. Have you ever counted to 1,000? starting from?
12. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick.
13. Do you use smileys? yes. i do :]
15. Have you ever met a celebrity? yes! in the mirror.
16. Do you like cottage cheese? i want to stop answering.
17. What's the last song you had stuck in your head? whatever.

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Friday, February 08, 2008

11:25 AM

weee. you prepared for the upcoming year?

im prepared for the worst and the best to come on at me..
surprisingly i didnt take photos of me on the first day of cny. but i just love my bra.
not that it is push up, but it is expensive...
hehe. so out of point. but oh barnacles. who cares?

**
my uncle broke down ytd. though partially broke down, but it reminded me of why my mum wants me not to consume alcohol.
i guess for humans like me, we have to experience the bad to know the bad.
oh well, i am controlling.. i may excuse myself for being young at age.
but, all accumulates somewhere right?

anyway, happy CNY to all friends...
if your house got fine tasting snacks or biscuits, then i have to go your house for visits!
oh.. and play mahjong!
*drools* it has been more than a year...

i have been watching too much spongebob.
darling bought the whole third season for me.
oh barnacles!
hahaha.

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Sunday, February 03, 2008

11:28 PM

reassurance is not needed anymore.
cause it seemed unnecessary and so misplaced.

stuck. full stop or comma?

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Friday, February 01, 2008

11:19 PM

i am pissed at myself for not being able to handle my money efficiently.
seemed like i have stopped studying, not working and in some debt.

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