Sunday, March 30, 2008

2:23 PM

this was yesterday night. my birthday.
wahaha. i was too tired from drinking, toxifying myself. so bought eye masks from guardian and well, do with darling. :] this is sherline's letter in her file for certification. but she claimed that she finish paying off all. boo. stupid school.
this is the trip to school on tuesday. the day was beautiful. how i wish there aint any tall buildings in singapore.
this is a korean graduate. maissy-san. HAHAHA.




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Thursday, March 27, 2008

11:07 PM

sally and jenny. i just love this photo. oh and i learn today that sadiq is afraid of ducks. hmmm. lala. s-ho wore heels today. didnt get her cert. HAHA. omfg. thinking about it makes me laugh like mad.
ytd, at PS having our dinner. went to get my SFA cert.. hehe.


me and enoch's surprise birthday party. look at my lovely darlings. hehe. will rem them forver sia!


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12:04 AM

damn. i want to post more photos!






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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

10:58 PM

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12:38 AM

interesting day.
i got ticked off a few times at work today.
for holding about 95% of the responsibility in work, and not handling it well enough.
oh well. i am not a multi tasking person though.
roars.

but what make me happy and want to post this at this time is the birthday surprise organised by cici, fat ass and her bf aka my exptbf.
i was told that to meet at paragon first.
then the place got switched to westmall's sakae sushi.
then i was blindfolded in a toilet by cici. thanks ar. with a pink bandana! hehe
ok. then... enoch was blindfolded too. so both of us walked from like 3rd level to ground floor being blindfolded.
most of the time i was complaining and enoch was squatting. cause both of us want our sakae sushi treats which in the end turned out to be sarimah cooking treats.
so upon reaching some place after taking a cab blindfolded.
we got pushed into the swimming poool, and i was wearing a damn skirt with improportionate looking top.
and well. i did request for myself to wear just undies and bra before i head in, cause of the smell of chlorine, cause i didnt extra clothes.
but you know.. percussionists are a bit deaf. so yea.

so there were 3 guys holding a happy birthday banner walking to us. quite farny scene.
and a few couples in the pool hugging around.
it gives me a sense of happiness to see friends + more friends celebrating birthday with me..
it has been 3 years though.. haha.

food is goood.
though not sakae sushi. but done with lots of love and friendship.
thanks people! MUACKS.
and... played with snails and grasshoppers.
while mai and cici went to fry chicken wings.
then did some porno talk with sj, aizat and enoch.
wah damn f-ing boh liao.

then sherline came b4 we cut cake.
tha's like super long. i thnk she go home and slack and become a frog before she decide to come and help finish the food.
hehe.

oh yea. luckily me and enoch got an expensive cake.
so we didnt got much cake on our faces!
weee. heng~ phiew.

alrighty. my eeyes are closing.
love you.
thanks for the surprises, and being present, and the teddy bear, and the cake, and the food, and the push, and the fun, and the pit, and the blindfold, and the cab trip, and the porno talk, and the amateur piggy back around in the pool, LOTS.

hehe. love you chickens and friends.
ty.

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Sunday, March 23, 2008

12:24 AM

lost my phone. got a drink, someone called, took out to see, put 'somewhere', and when i reached, i just got out.
for whatever fish reason, i can only rem alicia's old number and home number. (she took cab with me)
and i couldnt rem what cab or face of driver or plate number. i drank like 3 cups of red wine or more. i dunno.
so yea. it is gone now. after wasting another 10 minutes of wasteful calling to someone, then realised that alicia is back home already.
now realised the importance of having a phone.. HAHA.
anyway that phone kinda have lots of probs. hang when i view photos at times.
oh well, got to use back my old phone for another 2 years.

**
enough of phonies. im kinda upset that the one getting worried over my phone is not the one who i want him to worry on.
the one that i initially thought of didnt care much though. carried on with his whatever schedule packed up against him.
and the other one who also has a schedule packed up against him asked me what happened, call cab services, and make sure im home on time.

**
oh yea. after hearing so much from joanne, im getting so negative on the view of rs again.
it is good to have a companion though.
someone who cares, showers love, and vice versa...
but as time pass, the other partner just dun seem to really bother. and let things be what he thinks that nature will take it's own course.

**
work is okay today. just got fed up over working with an overly lagged computer.
taking 5 mins to print 2 pieces of receipts.
imagine standing there for 5 mins. short to say but long to wait!

oh well. dun wanna take cabs anymore.
public transport is safer. will mind my own stuffs better then nua in the comfy seats at the back of the car.

i miss sally.

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Friday, March 21, 2008

12:08 AM

i feel like i have taken over some of your habits.
being ignorant to important stuffs, and making myself think that some things can just be possible with the help of nlp.
btw, i have just make a decision to who knows may be good or bad.
and i know i have just smashed that fragile part of myself and D.

guess have to wait for myself to realise what i want.
but it is certainly not what i want now.
so realistic, so unplanned for future.
just purely going by feelings kills the brain cells and increases the level of tear holders in my eye.

without D, what will become of me?
to think of it, i have nv heard D say that he dreamt of me before.
what's done is done though. im quite tired of my internal mind quarrelling with my the other internal mind. the discussions going through by them and stuffs.

needless to say, i am not available.

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

10:03 PM

alrighty. i am able to handle rejections better now.. i guess.
and other people's inefficiency in work.
oh well. just be understanding and look over things more easily jiu(4) ke(2) yi(3) le(4)!
hehe.
below is sherline with the going green frog sticker.
we were doing events at plaza singapura.
lol. similar hor. just not green.
photos from band mini gathering for grads'08
we exchanged presents.
and i got a little ducky choco from my new darling -sarimah. lol.

erm. she has something down there. something BIG.
one of my darlings feed me fish. perc's fav food!
the presents that they give us! got lots of cute photos! love it. will upload a nearer version when i get mine back from mai.
her new sexaye spag dress. :]
hehe. mesmerised by our letter :]
2/3 of chicken family.
for this pic, i love sadiq's post. so classic and happy and kinda dumb.
but i like :] perfect smile.

hehe. that's sarimahh at the back. i think she likes black too...

the 4 eyed freak family. lol. EVERYONE WEARS SPECS~

my boooobies.......

sarimah's idea of acting cute. *ahem*





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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

11:05 PM

i would love to write down a long list of want-to-have-presents for my birthday.
but i dun think it will be necessary.
cause working it for myself will be a greater satisfaction :]

alright.
i have been making more mistakes nowadays.
guess not concentrating, and being tired by looking at the com.

oh well.
troubled. i need that alicia.

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

11:24 PM

forgive me. im feeling down.

though jammin today is real fun.
esp meeting new ppl and taking photos.
but i am quite tired from the intensive work and not enough time for personal stuffs.

wonder why i complain so much about being tired and still not slping early?
cause i have activities at night.
such as band, meet bf, meet friend, etc. then return home around 9 or 10.
shower till 10.30. then have to wait for hair to dry..
if not when i shower tml, the hair will become like an omega sign.
i wont want an ohm on my head man.

so yea. here i am. waiting for my hair to dry.
then why not use hair dryer?
cause later scalp will spoil.

i need a break la.
bth. i dun want to work!

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12:10 AM

i feel bad tonight.
i wonder if it is pms.

im not sure if i am really into it.

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Friday, March 14, 2008

11:33 PM

want updates?

lol.

i will just put them in point form, and go to sleep. :]
thanks for your understanding.

1. i have started working. work is still as hectic, but i am able to work 5 secs faster on average.
2. my hamster is feeling bad and grouchy, cause i havent change her bedding and clean his tubes for 2 weeks.
3. no more dancing lesson. may consider hip hop lessons in june. or when i get more control over my schedule and my plans.
4. formed another band, and will be jamming for the whole noon this sunday. WEE!
5. darling got me a solvus titus automatic watch costing $318 for my birthday gift.
6. my hair still looks bad.
7. my breast shrink a little and my tummy grew a little and and my dark eye bags got darker. and bigger in size.
8. i am wearing my watch now.
9. i have been on tsubasa's bike and going for prata trips. it is like sweating for a minute and freezing for another. lol.
10. paul is a fatter snoop now. he is so brainless. and he never consider much about his future.
all he needs is you-know-what.
11. i have very caring colleagues. who make the effort to drive me home in a mercs and peel chilli crab for me to eat, buy doughnuts for my breakfast, and call me xiao mei.
12. i am still wearing my watch now.

ok. i got to go. being crappy is a symptom of being tired.
nite.
love :]
mmmuaacckkss

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Monday, March 10, 2008

11:44 PM

i have been overeating for two nights.
oh my. i guess i need to really control my appetite.

im so tired of working at the dental clinic.
things happeningg too fast all at a time, and too slow when nothing happens.
what am i tlaking?!!
ok. it's like when it happens, it all comes like 3 or 4 things at a go.
so tiring, got to listen carefully and have to rem for a long period of time.
splitting my tiny brain into 4 parts at the same time is quite tedious for me.
settling bill, confirm appt, tell patient to hold on, new patient come in, for to inform, have to register. holy shit. i cant imagine doing all these all by myself on the 25th of march. damn.

how i wish i can wake up at 10am, dry the clothes, make a trip to sch for band prac, go home at night, then go online.

haiz. i cant believe that i have to talk on the phone all day.
i think i can even hear the ringtoneS in my sleep.
oh yea. and my aunt's non-stop do this and that.
roars.

alrighty. i am thinking that i am an adult.
when people still think that i am a kid.
scolds me when i take full responsibility of myself.
and when i think i am a kid.
these other half of the people who think that i am not, scolds me for not taking full responsibility of myself.

putting it in simple words. people with high expectations of me, and those who dun.
damn you!

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Sunday, March 09, 2008

11:41 PM

i want to upload photos. but google got server error!

hurrr.
work tml.

oh yea. thanks percussion section for the photos and the vid in disc.
love :]
i cant stop looking back on what we have gone through.
life has been great :]

I LOVE YOU!

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Saturday, March 08, 2008

11:19 PM

great. unknowingly, i have just become a part of two jam bands.
hehe. and im so happy that im gonna work on it!
woots~

worked today.
totally madness. it's like practiscing on multi-tasking and testing of memory skills.
people talking to you around- docs, nurses, patients, patients on the phone, yourself.
roars. it can just happen all at a time with a diff of a split second.

i just declared myself as a fries monster, as i will grad any nice finger licking good fry and eat it.
so if your there is as small as a fry.. i hope you wont mind :]

lol.

did i just said about that thing? hehe. ooooops.

anyway.
i miss being a pillion on a bike. it is so much faster travelling on a bike than a car, but of course the life is at a greater risk and more trouble when the weather turns moody.

all righty. got to plan schedule liao.
cause things chalking up.

and weets~ band grad dinner tml.
i still dunno what to wear..
oh yea. i havent complete writing the letter to enoch.
:( sad to say, i lost CHAO TAH MIAN BAO!

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Friday, March 07, 2008

10:21 PM

roars.

im starting work soon.
well actually 10 hours from now.
as a receptionist. and the pay is quite reasonable. :]

oh well.
got things to do.
compiled over a week and too much till i bth.

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Thursday, March 06, 2008

11:44 AM

i miss the stars.

i was counting my fingers this morning about the factors in a relationship.
and i got stuck at security.

i was able to find meaning for all the others but not this.
perhaps it differs to everybody. and this security can be managed by the 5 languages of love.
and it may be fulfilled within the honeymoon period of a relationship.
and i could not find a general meaning for it. but i think i did. just two sentences up. but what the heck! haha.

i guess im not ready to be an adult to carry the responsibilities.
even though im getting older officially.
roars.

oh well. who has?

green called me a lioness. what an ass.

life is fun. i think i should not get caught up so much about planning for future.
just learn as i fall and i will be able to step up better. :]

hmm. what's the pt of bringing it up when there is a high chance of it not happening?
damn it.

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Wednesday, March 05, 2008

11:40 PM

these are tues photos. when i went to slack at mai's area (timp) and camwhore with her.. HEHE. i told her to take out specs.. and weee~ so much nicer than with them!
this one was without specs part one. she squint her eyes if not they will pop out like the one above.
ok. tralala. dunno what to say. i want to see albert einstein.



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Monday, March 03, 2008

10:45 PM

this is the big eater of the day.
she ate chicken burger from macs and duck noodle at ps for lunch.
tsk tsk tsk.... all because of the temptation of chilli. after work, went shopping...
work was fun. and slacky too.
and just had to repeat my knowledge for 9 times and it's over.

after which, met tsubasa.
and go for bike ride...
then he took the wrong way and into the rainy area.
so stopped at the petrol station .
waited. then travelled to thomson plaza.
got his watch. dinnered. then wee~ got parking ticket.
cause he anyhow park his vehicle.

after the ride. saw a snail.

then while i was going to leave, saw another one. and uh huh.. i put them together...
and tsubasa said that after he came back from his drink, the snails are engaged already.

woo~ im a good matchmaker!

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Sunday, March 02, 2008

11:37 PM

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