Sunday, September 30, 2007

11:25 PM

i managed to drag myself up from bed around 9am. norm, i slp till 10 or 11..
then did my report for the congress.
and got sianed.

same time, my darling called, and wanted to like 'nua' together.
we couldnt decide where, coz town is too norm and we do not have enough $$ to shop around.
beach and rollerblading is a bit adventurous for us.
then i suggest to go her place and 'nua'
then she suggested the same thing to me.
its like a complete routine.
we went through this BEFORE like a month ago?

so in the end, we went to this pasir ris farmway to do volunteer work.
trust me, being together with huge dogs is scary.
esp when one wants to hump you.
wah liao.
and TWICE somemore.

first time, he grabbed my left leg, while darling was washing her legs with the hose.
then i screamed for darling to help me coz his paws were hurting me.
but darling just look at me and laughed. didnt help at all.
gracious.

second time, alicia darling was washing her legs again with the hose.
while i was walking towards the hose,
he grabbed both of my legs and start to do that humping action.
and i screamed and slap his mouth.
and darling looked at me and laughed again. didnt help again.
gracious again.

then other things happened, we prepared lunch.
tiring.
then played with them.
alicia even showered one of the golden retrievers- yellow.
oh yea. the one who humps alot is call chua chua.
he tried to hump alicia once, but i think she is not exciting enough.

oh wells.
had beer, chicken wings and mac for dinner.
came home and played with hammies.
glad to see silver and furby being friends again :]

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

10:59 PM

cable car ride :]
went to butterfly park, saw weird turtle.
and the man allowed me to hold it for 5 mins!

this is ZI LIAN
i like this wormy

jellyfish with diff shapes. up to ur imagination.

just enjoy the photos yea.. its not like u have not been to sentosa. :]







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Thursday, September 27, 2007

11:48 PM

i have woke up to reality finally.

i came back from band practice late at night today, slacked in front of the tv, while my bro was using the toilet.
and i watched the channel 5 show, tub or something like that.
there was this 15 year old girl who suffered from brain damage, and her parents donated her organs away, i forgot what organs, but i know there are at least 4.
btw, she is a muslim.

such brave parents and when i see the tear of her dad dropped as he described that tightness in his chest when he agreed to make the donation of her own daughter's body parts, lots of random thoughts come to my mind...

what am i to compare myself with her?
isnt it better that she is able to contribute good stuffs to the world?
why did she suffer from brain damage?
she only had 15 years of time in life. what had she achieved ?

and it zoomed down to one thing, i should just make the right decisions and walk the right path.
do what my heart tells me to do, and stop wasting time.
some things may take a long time to learn, for example sight reading.
i have not been practiscing for a week. and hell has the standard dropped like shit.
and when i got an A for G301, i was too confident that G302 will be the same.
hell no. my faci is giving birth in perhaps 5 weeks time, and who will be there to tell us what is the next step to do? she has maternity leave and has extra responsibility to take over. who will guide us?
and then class grades were bad. i had lots of Bs which i did not expect myself to have.
not only that, the comments were bad as well. some like "failed to think logically"
like wtf?

oh well. just expect less, give more.
now the only question to wake myself up again if i fall back into that hole is....
"Are you a loser?"

photos of sentosa and whatever happy stuffs can come after i finish my 'to fulfill tasks'.

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

11:48 PM

deteriorating skin.
not enough vit C
not enough cash (boo hoo, i should plan my finances properly)
painful throat
running nose

a whole lot of list to complain abt.
if i wake up with a headache tml, then i will not be going to school :]
coz it shows that i NEED to have a rest and drink some liang teh.

oh. i love the moon today..
it seems like its like a fairy gathering and everyone is there eating mooncakes a day late.
i thought it should be like full moon yesterday!

pics will be posted when i received them. :]
oh. i forgot to tan my armpit.
isnt it disgusting to have skin shedding there?
EEWKS

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Monday, September 24, 2007

10:01 PM

my hammies are growing bigger and more diligent every day.
whenever i open the cage lid in the morn, they would dash up to the bowl and get ready for me to feed them.
then Furby will delightly allow me to hold her in my hands, provided that i dun make big movements.
:]

oh yea.. tml music theory lesson will be fun!
mark said lesson will be linked to glockenspiel.

then going to mediacorp with Paulie.
to support his friend in Star search.
woohoo~

then wed will be sentosa day.
with Paulie and Sophia.
followed by night safari...
im pretty sure it will be tiring.

im so looking forward!
and i ate black sesame icecream today. shiok!

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

11:08 PM

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1:00 AM

ok. who wants to go zoo/ birdpark with me on wed noon? (3pm onwards)

free admission.
people who owns travelling devices will have a higher priviledge to win the contest.

IM me.
jieying_ong@hotmail.com

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12:52 AM

1. a push up bra
- im not quite satisfied with my breast size, but somehow i am. perhaps to put on one when i wear bigger shirts :)

2. highlight my hair
- i have to wait till my hair is long, then im gonna highlight it purple. looks ah lian? better to do it now than 40 years old

3. go to bali for a dive, and just sit by the beach all day.

4. clear my eye bags. definitely.

5. work on my schedule!

ok. after grad, earn money and wee~ can fulfill my list liao!

im tired. drained my energy just now.
love u baby. muacks

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Friday, September 21, 2007

11:39 PM

this is Terry. on the night of our concert. he looks like some jap guy right?!
look at that primary school kid face. *sighs*
my palm with some stitched-like pattern. the effect of holding logbook and notebook together.
we had green tea ice cream today. and i got the one with wasabi flavor. end up too hot for me so darling have to finish it.
not really nice though.. i like creamier ice creams.

look how big BB is.
yeapps. dun take BB away from him. he will use a spoon and dig out ur eyes!
no comments. im so sick of commenting.




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Thursday, September 20, 2007

11:43 PM

my paternal side auntie gave us a wooden table last weekend coz she moved into a smaller apartment and has not much space.
and my bro suspect that that table is a nest of the ants.

the hamster food was attacked by it.
my laptop too.
and the table and my labcoat.
wah liao. everything in my room lo.

i HATE ants. seriously.
the creepy crawly thing climbing around is starting to get on my nerves.
if i have magic, i would say "Da Capo!"

ok. it isnt really a magic word.
just some latin which i learnt from music theory.
hee. go google for the meaning :]

oh. and i had a bad dream last night.
i dreamt that i met my prince charming in a restaurant.
he was really damn fing handsome and has beautiful skin with those crescent eyes.
then unusually, we were with my mama.
totally no link.
afterwhich, me and prince charming got into a topless yellow colored car, and he drove me around some tall white buildings.
then everything happened in frame mode.
1. he wanted me to marry him, my mama allowed.
2. we got together, and live in an anciently clean house
3. i have long hair and big breasts
4. his mum got killed in a bath tub
5. his mum looked like me
6. it appeared on news. i wasnt really involve, but i know she looks like me.

and thats all, i woke up and its a bad dream coz the person got killed looked like me.

**
oh. sherline got 11 red roses from some secret person 'polarbear' this afternoon.
im jealous :(

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

10:53 PM

elllloss.
school started. oh well.
i was nervous, coz i want to score well in this sem & enjoy school life before i get into reality.
but today was slacky. haha i told myself to...

hoho. and today is full of surprises. :]
i had lots of choc from sherline and team.
milk choc, dark choc, ginko ..
then i had cranberry flavor brownie from angela and team.
and two cups of icecream (one green tea mint, i forgot the name again... and one orange with full cream milk) from serene and team.
wooohoo.
uber nice and kudos to them!

then me and mais had individual practices.
and i dragged her to play the wooden devil with me at 1/4 of allegro.
lol. she was getting every note right. and i feel like im listening to some recording and trying to imitate.
boohoo to me.

then i went to get lappie.
it's in good condition. and im glad :]
oh and something farny happened.
there is this business park bus which goes around that industrial area.
so after i got my laptop (i walked to the acer service centre) i board the bus.
actually i chased after the bus.
then i board the bus.
ok. then i was the only passenger.
:]
then there were a few more stops, where all the other passengers, board the bus dropping coins into the coin box next to the driver.
and im like stunned, coz the driver didnt ask me to drop any coins or shoo me out of the bus.
and i was wondering whether to get down from my seat, ask the driver how much the trip is, and pay him while i was talking to darling on the phone.
i came to conclude that it is too embarassing to create such a scene. so i sticked to the seat.
and while i was about to alight, wah liao. i so much wanted to thank the driver, but i was too shy to say "uncle, thanks for the free trip"

:[
what happened to me?
where is my manners?

ok. will correct that.

then off i go. on a train ride to meet darling.
i like jurong east station.
coz u are able to see other trains moving out in the same direction as you are.
and darling make me so happy.
lol. our dates are getting sizzling HOT...

i cant deny. he IS my sexy bitch.

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Monday, September 17, 2007

10:27 PM

im gonna make myself work harder.

just fyi yea. if u dun want to cont reading just close this window :]

in order to make myself exercise, i told myself that i will have a sashimi buffet if i manage to run for three months consecutively on every monday wednesday morning.

in order to excel in school work, i told myself that i can be whatever i want to be as long as my mind is on the right path.

in order to sleep early every night, i will put alarm at 9.30pm, 9.45pm, 955pm and 10pm. i have to sleep at 10pm. (except for band pracs)

ok just three simple tasks!
i am going to do it! (next week)

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6:24 PM

Rules of the game:
Each player of the game starts off with 10 weird things, habits or little known facts abt themselves.
People who are tagged must write in their blog 10 weird things, habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end of it, you must choose 6 people and list out their names.
No passing back to people who have done this before.

1. what is considered weird?
2. im NOT weird lo.
3. if it's ten dumb things, i will say.
4. no1 dumb thing, i still cannot sightread pieces well. esp with treble clefs. coz i read them as bass clefs. dun ask me why. being dumb has no reason.
5. no2 dumb thing, i learnt through mistakes. dun tell me that the kettle is hot. i have to experiment it by myself to know it is hot. coz sometimes seeing is not believing
6. no3 dumb thing, i took one month to read 1/12 of sophie'e world. paul says im stupid and slow. so yea.
7. no4 dumb thing, i cant control my diet. i think im gonna die of heart attack or high blood pressure at the age of 35.
8. no5 dumb thing, im trying to change my lifestyle.
9. ok. no more dumb thing. cant even list to 10 dumb things about myself.
10. finally man. last one. mais, next time dun shoot me this kind of quiz k. unless u enjoy reading something else. HAHA

6 chosen ppl to do this game: any 6 girls/guys lo. no homos or aliens.

**
anyway, call me Jessica.
darling says this name suits me compared to Gwen.
oh u know why gwen?
coz leo's welcome message was "Welcome to Leo, Gwen Hoo"
like WTF?

lol. i was laughing quite hard during third meeting when my friend asked me "jieying, ur real name is Gwen?"


oh my. im Gwen Jessica Ong Jie Ying
weeeehheeee 5 characters!
hmm but i want sally's name in mine too!
Gwen Jessica Sally Jie Ying
try calling me either of that name, i think i will respond. be patient k? if i dun respond to any of that for 5 times, just smack me on my butt.
but dun play cheat luh.
& DUN RAP my name.

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

9:12 PM

i guess all human beings are two headed.
don't you think that whenever you decide to choose in between options, you tend to ask 'yourself' about which is better.
and that 'yourself' is able to list out all the two sides of the situation.
amazingly, 'yourself' is the person deep down in your heart, he/she controls whatever decision you make, unless you are such a brainless person without any situation awareness.
everybody has situation awareness, just that the levels are different.

ok. so back to 'yourself'... why do i believe it exist?

have u heard of some children having an imaginary friend?
this 'yourself' is like this imaginary friend, just that you do not speak to him/her out loudly, and show care and concern to him/her like to your lover.
this 'yourself' exists in our brains, or perhaps the heart. im not really sure.
he/she will contain all the common sense that we have gathered from the time that we are born till now.
and if, the 'yourself' is unable to differentiate the not-to-do and the to-do, he/she can either learnt it from mistakes, or from other people's mistakes (such as movies, friends, etc)

to me, my 'yourself' comes out only when i have silent thoughts about anything.
and i will discuss things with her. sometimes, i try to cheer her up.. i may sound crazy at this moment, but.... everyone on earth is! coz we all have our own 'YOURSELF"!

for example, when u lost someone close to you, do u find yourself talking to 'yourself'?
or perhaps when you are looking forward to the next day, and before you sleep, you tell 'yourself' goodnight.
OR when you are going to commit a crime, you ask 'yourself' what are the factors to consider to disallow yourself from getting caught...


anyway, forgive me.. i read too much sophie's world

oh yea. i forgot to explain why tortoise.
haha. sorry.

tortoise describes my 'yourself' in an animal form.
coz sometimes i used too much time to sort out the wrongs with my 'yourself'
and its like a tortoise crawling slowly away from the heat when it starts to realise that it is near danger.

:] am i boring you or confusing you?

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Friday, September 14, 2007

11:18 PM

wah liao. damn f can.

im just so angry about myself. for not considering the consequences.
booo. fffffff

this is what happened.

i thought i could get a nearer test date for my final theory test, so i went to cancel my test date online.
now i cant get any fucking dates at all coz the test date is after my course expiration date.
like so fated eh?

*ROARS*

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12:05 PM

i realised i typed my last entry halfway.
LOL

i just hate hotlines or helplines which you have to go pressing numbers again and again.
first u call the number. then someone who doesnt state her name speaks to you in the most robotic voice.
after which she orders you to press numbers and u have to listen damn carefully and not ask any dumb questions.
inthe end you got F-ed by asking to go to the website to have a more detailed information.

hoho.wtf?

ok. since ytd morning, i had been pms-ing
about nuthin. and it is always ALWAYS about nuthin.

ladies out there. isnt it true that u can even get pissed and argue about... how someone replies to you.
for example, when u call ur mum on the phone, and then she picked up the phone after the 3rd time u ring her, the first sentence u will say is ---> "oei, why take so long to answer the call?"

then the opposite, ur mama, will buay song.
then start to pms with u. by saying ---> "why talk to me like that AR?"

then the pms war starts. just to see who is willing to admit to having pms and apologise.

**
anyway. i realised that evan, the guitarist and better singer than me whom i met on the soft forum is looking out for other ppl to jam with.
oh wells. this shows that he doesnt want to move ahead with me anymore. plus he hasnt been replying to my messages.

lala. i guess i should JUST pick up guitar and strum a few chords here and there.

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Thursday, September 13, 2007

12:34 PM

acer service centre is so @%$*^(*()!!!!!

on that day itself when i sent my lappie for repair.. the person said: "we will sms u when it is done"


then for two days i didnt get any f-ing sms.
so i called the place
and it was SOME answering machine
"please press 1... please press 2..." kimd of thing
ITS ALRIGHT till.. no one answered the damn call, and they say u can go to WWW.ACER.COM to see the repair status.

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1:07 AM

i forgot or more of dun feel the need of bringing my IC for my theory test today.
and yea, i cant enter. knowing that i can just pass easily.
oh wells. perhaps god is giving me more time.
such a shame that i cried, partly cause i cant accept the fact that well. this happened.

anyway. i was in a bad mood.
took me 15 mins from ssdc to yck station.
and i got 2 curry puffs when i reach amk hub and a packet of rice crips from NTUC

the first angel in disguise is the aunt selling curry poks
me: auntie, i would like to have 2 crispy curry puffs
auntie: sure supergirl. (i was wearing the superman shirt)
me: oh u can put them bth in the same bag
auntie: oh. u eating them by yourself?
me: yea *looks away*
auntie: very fattening u know! whats wrong?
me: some emotional stuffs la
auntie: what thing? *reaching her hand to sayang me*
me: some test
auntie: yea. my girl ar.. got test also like that de.. u must relac hor. the n hor go pick up yoga... calm the nerves.. okay? u dun think so much *reaches hands out again*
me: roh *smiling* thank you ar *hands over $2.20*

then the other one was darling.
he came down from work, coz i cried over the phone. as if something ultra duper sad has happened.
but yea. to me at that point of time it was, and for now it still is. maybe not tml.. but yea for now it still is.
and he gave me a kiss. :)
everything was gone from my mind the moment i see him. i just smiled. i was too happy for what he did for me.

the last angels were my friends and family.
paul... ex perc deyians who i met up with... mum & dad.
care and concern was given.
and i just appreciate this kind of affectionate actions.

oh. i ate mars bars just now from nyny.
damn sinful!

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

10:24 PM

wish me good luck for tml's final theory test.

im so happy i met darling today.
but we didnt get to hug :(

he rushed for another appt while trying to squeeze in dinner time with me.
touched but kinda silly.
and i know that this will only happen at the wooing period.

i pray that cash drops down from my sky and only to me.
CHANNEL IT DOWN TO ME!!!

oh yea. my atm machine spoke to me today.

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Monday, September 10, 2007

9:47 PM

there is about 6 months left to decide whether i should just stick to the healthcare industry or to the music industry.
of coz it is not a must to go to work after i grad, but it would be good to earn some cash and go on a tour with bestie.

and good news! i have got what i want for my second semester aka last semester in RP.
-strutural bio, analytical instrumentation, environmental science and MUSIC THEORY!!

i know im gonna struggle in strutural bio and music theory. and get messed up by switching classes everyday and for tests...

but who cares!! i love the topic!
people, im gonna complain abt my hectic schedule soon.....

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Sunday, September 09, 2007

10:42 PM

it had been a tiring week. its been a long time since i spent so much time for band practices
and yea. the result is good. good tuning, good articulation, everything. (Except dynamics)

thank you those who have come to support me- my closests.
although the music is not really of a national standard, at least time and patience is contributed, and i truly appreciate that.

so slept at 2am this morning, and up at 9am.
i need at least 9 hours of slp....
but it doesnt matter, had a fun day at the beach.
and got myself a small tan...
didnt had beach fun for a long time too.
putting my feet into the waters, then up on the sand to roll about, and back into the waters again, like a cycle.
HAHA.
and chasing my cousins around, splashing and kicking water.
the feeling is like, i dun have to care about anything.
not even my own life.
for that moment, i just got absorbed by the beauty of nature and my old self with extra high hormones running through my body.

so now back to reality, i have to go to the repair centre tml early morning tml, and practice singing.

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Saturday, September 08, 2007

1:50 AM

im here organising the upcoming gathering for the ex percussionists...
because i dun want last min arrangements, changes, additional people, bla bla bla.

but some times we just have to look over things that dun go your way.
it is nature.
and so ... what is the definition of nature?

something not by your own want? or made from god? or perhaps fate?
sophie's world is making me think more than usual.

ok. i have to go slp.
terrible headache NOW, and a concert LATER.

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Friday, September 07, 2007

3:44 PM

this is a very animae moment while i was walking to school.
it was sure a hot morning, but having a blue sky with fainting white clouds floating sure is very peaceful and soothing to the mind.

and on that same day, in the evening, wohoo. i saw a silver lining behind dark clouds.

it seems like hinting to me that just pull over this whole year, and you will be able to see that beautiful future lying ahead of you.
me and my bestie went out ytd. and its a memorable night out, coz i ate 5 chicken drumsticks and 5 wings, in an hour. really REALLY memorable.

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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

11:48 PM

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11:16 PM

im so happy i have 2 As and damn not happy that i didnt get 3As.
coz my genomics module uts contain 2As la. idiotic.

anyway. i did some recording of my own singing.
and ho. i really need lots of practice.


im gonna post again... I KNOW IT.

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10:55 PM

i have gotten 2As and 3B+s for last semester.
seemed like a tragedy eh?
coz i skipped sch, went out with bf the night before tests, and slp in class.

but well. i could have gotten 3 fucking As
i had 2 As for genomics module, but they gave me a damn B+.

just fyi,
A - fyp
A - food biotech
B+ - genomics
B+ - proteomics
B+ - lab management

and it seemed like....
if im able to work harder next sem. perhaps put in a little more effort for the tests, i might get a place in uni!


ENVY ME PEOPLE.
wahahaha.
(its interesting that when you get a higher level in education, the level of the grades increased as well.)

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12:21 AM

to think of it. i love to go green, BUT i have been using my com since 9pm, turned on my room light, had long showering times, dapao food from down the block with styrofoam and plastic containers, tons man.

so dear rpmates, and whoeever reading my blog...

do save ur plastic bottles, bags from shopping... and carry your own bags to contain what u have buy without having a PLASTIC BAG.

plastic is bad, coz it is non-degradable. and not only that. the waste that you throw into the chute. for example, u wrap up your dapao food, or potatochip bag into a plastic bag and fling it down the chute, right?

DUN EVER DO THAT AGAIN!!

next time, eat at the coffee shop itself. no matter how busy you are. or how lazy you are.
just think about the earth before yourself.
if not dun eat from that stall, or that shop, or that restaurant.
cook. DIY.


or you can learn from ME.
the first week that i have my hammies.
i used 3 plastic bags.
small red ones. even though i have recycled them, but i still feel that it is wasting plastics...
coz i am just cleaning the shits of the hammies. and they are not even watery or in big bulk.
plastic bags are used to contain liquids, so that it wont get spilled when you dispose them down the chute.

solution: crush a piece of used paper, and yea that's your waste basket!!

i need to buy a greeeen shirt with some earth design.

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12:02 AM

im so bored of sectionals and band pracs in schs.

and today's session i played so many mistakes, coz i wasnt really concentrating.
just flying off to do something new and much more interesting.
*sighs*

im gonna go hug my sally after i check my results

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Monday, September 03, 2007

11:50 PM

im feeling bad.
coz the guitarist can actually sing better than me.
:(

i have to take note of my tempo, flats and my pitch.
okay okay. practice!

**
thanks for apologising
it just brings another lesson down, dun get too close to any guy friend
and dun trust someone too much.
and perhaps not have high expectations too.
so you wont be drowning with disappointment.

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12:16 PM

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Saturday, September 01, 2007

4:33 PM

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