Monday, April 30, 2007

11:03 PM

im sticking to the songs from '200 pounds beauty'
michael jackson's style and ehythm.. but its in korean.

i have finally fallen in love with my darling.
and this same feeling brought me back to last year..
when i was being used and being in love at the same time.

so silly.
-cries-

i have stepped into a new life.
darling, im breathing your air.
:]

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

5:52 PM

i have fetish for guys with tattoos.
and well toned muscles as well.




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Friday, April 27, 2007

4:03 PM

im so fucking in love with proteomics + tin soe kyaw.

tin: which module did u learn Endoplasmic Reticulum (ER)?
me: -mumbles to my team- chiminology

hurr. proteomics is so chim.
:(

*i think research scientists have nuthin better to do... really.

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

9:18 PM

luteinizing hormone (LH) - The adenohypophyseal protein hormone which:
(1) in the female: (in cooperation with FSH), regulates the ovarian cycle, stimulates ovulation and development of the corpus luteum and, thus, estrogen and progesterone production;
(2) in the male: stimulates production of androgens, especially testosterone from interstitial cells; in males, it is also known as Interstitial Cell Stimulating Hormone (ICSH); LH secretion is regulated by hypothalamic GnRH.

follicle-stimulating hormone (FSH) - The adenohypophyseal protein hormone which:
(1) in the female: (in cooperation with LH), regulates the ovarian cycle, stimulates maturation of the ovarian follicle and estrogen production;
(2) in the male: stimulates sperm production; FSH secretion is regulated by hypothalamic GnRH.

estrogens - Any of several steroid (cholesterol-based) hormones produced chiefly by the ovaries, and in minute quantities by the adrenal cortex, and responsible for promoting the development and maintenance of female secondary sex characteristics as well as regulating the uterine cycle to produce an environment suitable for the fertilization, implantation and nutrition of the developing embryo; also produced by the placenta during a pregnancy.

progesterone - A steroid (cholesterol-based) hormone secreted by the corpus luteum of the ovary and by the placenta, which acts to prepare the uterus for implantation of the fertilized ovum, to maintain pregnancy, and to promote development of the mammary glands; it also provides negative feedback to the ovary to prevent further follicular development.

i guess the sudden increase in progesterone and the sudden drop of estrogen gives the smelly side of ladies. *signs* this shows how easy for ladies to get hormonal imbalance. & it is easy to get illness through it as well! my mum had hormonal imbalance after giving birth to me and is having SLE (Systemic Lupus Erythematosus, an AUTOIMMUNE disease)

some info on guys.

GnRH = gonadotropin-releasing hormone - A protein hormone produced by the hypothalamus which stimulates (under negative feedback control by estrogens, progesterone, and inhibin) the anterior pituitary gland to produce and begin secreting luteinizing hormone and follicle-stimulating hormone.

testosterone - A steroid hormone, the major androgen of human males, produced primarily in the interstitial cells of the testes in response to LH = ICSH and responsible for the development and maintenance of male secondary sex characteristics, sperm production, virility and libido (sexual desire); it is also produced synthetically for use in medical treatment.

no wonder it takes time :]
special thanks to aspu!

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

11:23 PM

i turned myself off automatically in class today.
was so damn tired.

now my 'aunt' just visited me.
had some cut on my tongue.
hurting back.

and i had tons of things that are uncompleted.
still waiting for the right time.
darling had mood swings.
was kinda affected by the way he talk to me.

oh wells.
i really crave for snickers [cruncher]
the original flavor today from australia was way toooo sweet.

nitex.
* -> looks like a star right?

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Monday, April 23, 2007

10:08 PM

anyway. the solo sucked. i played correct notes at correct timing, but only me and my fellow band mates of radius 1m is able to hear me.

**
wanna talk abt this particular girl, whom i dun really know.. but still dun really like her attitude of all the times that she communicated with me.

her attitude?
her mentality?
her oh so trying to be sophisticated but actually simple heart?
her features?
her level of intelligence?

oh well. i detest people who do not do wat they say.
and she fulfilled that option.
and to add more fuel to the fire, her inane smile makes me feel like wanting to throw her instrument down to the floor and kick her breast.

among the gossip hommies, stan pitied her.
i guess its coz of her level of welll.. intelligence.
scaring and disgusting people than gaining more attention and trust.

holy fish.
please get the darn facts right.
or maybe just do one simple thing everyday.
simply do what you say. :]

oh and hommies, though i said something about the good Him, and praise the Lord....
im not a christian.
still, i respect each and every diff religion.

**

kudos to hairclips!

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Sunday, April 22, 2007

10:01 PM

darling enlightened me lots of stuffs today.
on anova and on guy's expectations of girls (or prob his)

and of coz, im more interested into the second thing.
btw, the first (anova) is on stats.

he was explaining why some rich guys got 'hooked' onto prostitution, or pay visits to ktv lounges.

and he was comparing the character of girls in singapore, and the foreign girls of those agencies.

one demands a lot, while the other has basically, no expectations of you.
one comes back home and tells you her story till bedtime and goes to slp, while the other listens to every single word of your story and puts it as the most impt thing in her life for that hour.
one wants you to touch at some specific places of her body, while the other lets you touch whereever you want. (my point of view.. haha)

anyway.
rem what i said about love?
it is about going through the ups and downs together.

what is love when you dun even quarrel over small stuffs, then forgive one another the other day?
what is love when you dun take care and show concern to your partner?
what is love when you do not make another partner happy through physical touch?

so. hey. we NAG and have EXPECTATIONS because simply, we want the best of you.
ok. that sounds like a motherly sentence.
*takes that back*

so hey. we NAG and have EXPECTATIONS because simply, we try not to be like your mother.
:]

**
love is a totally different thing than just wanting one person's company.
i guess those foreign workers got the weak point of guys, and start to pour all over them in order to have a higher commission.
well, i wonder if some rich old peks marry those young ladies and still get that kind of treatment over time..............



oh well. my back hurts again.

performance tml.
good luck with the solo jy.

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

9:31 PM

flu covered with the guilt of not being able to do simple maths, and having time constraint for fyp.

hmmm.
my stats book is still lying.
tests coming in two weeks time.
then colloquim in three months time.

im gonna make a list of a more 'specific' to dos.
& to hell with laziness and panda eyes.

rem that i said about planning time properly last year?
and i will be able to prove to everyone that i am able to handle my time well.

heres the time.
watch me fall or rise.
:]

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Friday, April 20, 2007

11:40 PM

great day and damn slacky.
we were told the direct explanations when we ask questions.
and we were not told "i give you 5 minutes to google this"
wee~ myanmar facilitator. super nice guy!
A BIT like benny koh.
just that the voice and pronounciation is a bit off tune.

**
performance on monday.
like. we are so READY! not.

**
quarrels aka squabbles

there's this thing between couples, that sometimes we can start quarreling, then it goes on from this to that, and it links.
when days start to pass, u wonder how does the quarrel start.
when weeks pass, u tried to forgive, but somehow your pride stays strong..
when months pass, u feel like you can do something better than argue back at that point of argument.

selfish.pride.frustration. -> used to be my thinking

selveg.forgiveness.calm. -> going to be my thinking :]]

anyway. selveg is the antagonist of selfish.
im starting to miss his smell, voice and touch.
6 days and 18 hours from now.

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

11:01 PM

my sugar intake is damn high these few days.
eating sweets, chocolates, drink bubble tea.
ooooh. just to keep myself awake and to fulfill the craving.

had a good conv with darling.
i think the longest conv through phone.
6 minutes.
haha. and i felt worse when he hang up.

got this dizzy feeling, eyes swelling, and nauseous (or however u spell it)
maybe coz i didnt had dinner.
maybe i didnt have enough slp.
maybe im having pms.

i dunno.

**
oooh. samuel flirted me again. outside my class

jy: ooooh. hi samuel!
sam: oh. hi pretty! *starts to sing the -you are my sunshine- song.*
jy: *gives the 'diao' look ---> ._.*
sam: hey hey. do u know why my shooting is bad?
jy: erm. yea. (meanwhile dirty thoughts run through my head)
sam: why?
jy: ok. i dunno. *about to enter class liao*

sam: coz i miss you.
jy: EH.LAME LEI! *laughs and enter class* buai~

ok. love u sam.

**
and i bitched and gossiped a lot today.
thats the whole point of school.
to try to stay into other people's business.
:] its kinda tough.... if you try.

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

9:46 PM

i dun mind getting into a research project on why humans tend to forget things.
i do them all the time, everyday.
& maybe i will be of a useful source.
but, there aint this project yet.
-signs-

i forgot to bring back my ring + my ezlink card from imh today.
so impt, yet able to forget on.

another thing, i left my keys at darling's place last week.
made another trip back.

then in my sec sch years.. i can forget to bring tie every weddy for assembly for 2 years.
-signs-

and some other things which i have forgotten as well.

**
i guess basically, these things are just so important and basic in my life...
that i dun really give a damn.

or maybe not. the ring gives some damn though.
-signs-

i really have a small brain. HOW?

**
i have to write this. coz its by samuel, the flirty-act-yandao guy from W35P in my Year2, sem 1

sam: yo jieying!
jy: oh hi.. *stares back at lappie*
sam: why didnt u call me?
jy: erm. i dun have ur phone no.
sam: *walks away, then back again* do u know the numbers of your phone add up to 55?
jy: really?! *starts to brighten up*
sam: yea. i show you
jy: 9******* EH WTF, I TOLD U MY NO.
sam: *laughs*
sam: jieying, do u know that i like to give a ring to the girl i like?
jy: but i already have one. *smirks*
sam: *stares at my phone*
-phone rings-
jy: OK LAME. do u pick up those lines from somewhere?
sam: no la. i use my brain *winks at me*
jy: oh... *stares back at com*

**
:]
surprisingly, i rem this.

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Monday, April 16, 2007

9:33 PM

bad bad day.
i guess its the long break which disables me to get over the anxiety when presenting.
damn.

got my prezzie, and paul says he is turning gay.
coz he feels extremely aroused by beckham.
yea. go find ur brian la!
idiot.

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

10:01 PM

the thing is starting.
yea. the thing.

rollerblading today was tiring.
alicia is like some 'jetplane-to-be'
and i didnt have that stamina to catch up.
hmmmx. maybe i should start building up.
:]

went 2(chomp) to 吃。
then this guy, alicia's friend, johan sent me home.
woo~ dun have to take bus with my smelly-self.
:]

overall im quite happy.
looking forward to getting distinctions in my new sem.
it wont be easy though, but hope i can excel..

oh and to hell with panda eyes.
slping time now has changed to 11pm.
:]

weeeeee.
i love u darling!

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

11:25 PM

HOW TO MAKE LOVE

Ingredients:
4 Laughing eyes
4 Well-shaped legs
4 Loving arms
2 Firm milk containers
2 Nuts
1 Fur-lined mixing bowl
1 Firm banana

Directions:
1. Look into laughing eyes.
2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms.
3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently.
4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and outuntil well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milkcontainers.
5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and coverwith nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight).
6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not
soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls.

Notes:
1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefullybefore and after use.
2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use.
3. If cake rises, leave town

Credits to : http://www.berro.com/entertainment/twisted_fun_thoughts.htm

**

If You Love Someone,

This is the original quote: If you love someone, Set her free... If she comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, she never was....

New Versions:

Pessimist: If you love someone, Set her free ... If she ever comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, as expected, she never was

Optimist: If you love someone, Set her free ... Don't worry, she will come back.

Suspicious: If you love someone, Set her free ... If she ever comes back, ask her why.

Impatient: If you love someone, Set her free ... If she doesn't come back within some time forget her.

Patient: If you love someone, Set her free ... If she doesn't come back, continue to wait until she comes back ...

Playful If you love someone, Set her free ... If she comes back, and if you love her still, set her free again, repeat ....

C++ Programmer: if(you-love(m_she)) m_she.free() if(m_she == NULL) m_she = new CShe;
Animal-Rights Activist: If you love someone, Set her free, In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!!

Lawyers: If you love someone, Set her free, Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the Second Amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom

Biologist : If you love someone, Set her free, She'll evolve.

Statisticians : If you love someone, Set her free, If she loves you, the probability of her coming back is high If she doesn't, your relation was improbable anyway.

Schwarzenegger's fans: If you love someone, Set her free, SHE'LL BE BACK!

Over possessive person : If you love someone don't set her free.

MBA : If you love someone set her free instantaneously and look for others simultaneously

Psychologist : If you love someone set her free If she comes back her super ego is dominant If she doesn't come back her id is supreme If she doesn't go, she must be crazy.

Somnabulist : If you love someone set her free If she comes back it's a nightmare If she doesn't, you must be dreaming.

ERP functional expert : If you love someone set her free If she comes back, map her into your system If she doesn't, carry out a gap-fit analysis

Finance expert : If you love someone set her free If she comes back, its time to look for fresh loans If she doesn't, write her off as an asset gone bad.

Marketing Specialist : If you love someone set her free If she comes back she has brand loyalty If she doesn't, reposition the brand in new market

**
from saras's blog
:]

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11:00 PM

darling has a new pet.
a small dot-sized body standing on 8 fucking long legs.

i saw it when i thought of cleaning up my bongos [present that darling gave]
oh fuck. luckily i took a good look before i put in my hand.
and damnDAMN. i even hit the bongo skin for like......15 mins?
holy fish. & it was on my damn lap.

eeewwk

anyway.
darling transferred its new home from the bongos -> the sucker vaccum beside his table, which is just in front of his bed.



hmmmm
[imagine it breaking free.]

good luck darling.
i think she's gonna have more babies.

hmph.

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Friday, April 13, 2007

10:43 PM

this is my rollerblading friend going at speed 1. his name is justin.
hmm. nice effect on that photo.. [taken on the move]

there were a lot of yellow&small butterflies fluttering around this bush.

its a nice scene. its like u are in the butterfly park, the one at sentosa. but u dun have to pay $3 for admission fee. :]

and one hour later. yea. ONE HOUR... we reached the jetty.

found a hole in the sky.. hmm.. or clouds.
a half showering, half non-showering thing.
nuthin much actually..
simply hate it when i make a trip to ECP and it rains.



quiz time!
guess this angelic thing before the door.

oh.. and my pui pui with elephant ears(with holes) , needs the hand to be carried.

he is just so adorable. *pinches cheeks*

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

10:17 PM

she is eating wasabe floating on swordfish.. looook at that bowl of wasabe.. wasting food la sherline.
Paul treated us to buffet.
coz.. we are damn prettty!

ooh.. and i got my 'balloon'... a bubble actually. [my bro blew it for me, so sweet]

i love my bro. *hugs*

and look. the bubble is bigger than my face.
:O

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5:32 PM

u feel the happiest person on earth, when u've gone shopping.
seriously, i cant stop myself from smiling though i have burnt almost half of my allowance this month.

i spent 20 mins in my fav shop, flipping through the shirts.
love the way the shop owner designed her shop..
so i spent some amt to get something which i dun really admire..
coz the design which i want.. is well sold out.

ooh. & the most peculiar thing happened was that i managed to read two chapters of my stats book after 2 days of borrowing it.
usually, i just leave it flying across the floor at home, pretending that im using it.

andAND. im finally on my way to Zanarkand.

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

10:58 PM

i want a flower & a balloon.

anyway.

darling is busy trying to lose weight.. and his gf is happily eating sashimi, satay, etc.
hmph..
im just reflecting.. are my expectations too high? or do i dun even care?

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Monday, April 09, 2007

8:47 PM

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

9:02 PM

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12:11 AM

Gi-rl-fri-end-s [adj]:
1. Alcohol moderators. Present at clubs to watch you liver and lighten your wallet.
2. Obnoxious creatures who believe they deserve priority in your life.
3. Prevents you from watching REAL sports programs like wrestling.
4. Refuses to pay up mahjong loses.
5. Determined people who believe in changing your lifestyle to suit theirs.
They also double up to do your mother’s portion of the nagging.
6. Cannot pee further than men

Boy-fri-end-s [adj]:
1. Stupid men who have surrendered their lifestyle for regular sex.
2. Generally poorer than single men.
3. Tends to lie more than the average single man.



haha. sarcastic explanations.
but oh wells. its funny too.
quoted from the butterfly tales.

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Saturday, April 07, 2007

11:24 PM

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2:00 PM

i cooked.
its not equally distributed among the 4 of us. (my family)
and i forgot to wash the wok before i fry. (dad almost vomitted after he knew that fact)

spaghetti.
used to be my na shou dish.. but somehow.. haha. yea.

and i introduced a new ingredient today..
garlic.
dad's share contain almost half of that whole garlic.
and i bet his breath smelled like EEW.
and he sulked while eating, and after eating.
haha. guess its really nasty.
garlic spaghetti.

yuck

**
orh kay.
gave bro maths tuition today.
guess i can make extra allowance by making him jump from F9 to A1.
:]

*pics tonight

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Friday, April 06, 2007

11:05 PM

see mai's blog for combined prac with saf.
it somehow motivated me to practice my rudiments..

**
i love darling.
for loving green tea with me.

k. randome.


**

i shall post pics tml.

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

11:57 PM

lots of exciting things happened today.
and im glad i didnt run out of patience.. although i tried to give up a few times..

welcome the new mio.
:]

i installed the router and whatever in my dad's desktop and my own lappy.. ALL BY MYSELF.
yes. must emphasise.

i have to thank rp for teaching me PBL.
if not i would be relying on my dad to do the installation for me.

wee~
i feel so good.

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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

10:38 PM

name her triple H.
effing name, effing character, effing face.
quite disastrous to curse my own mum.
but oh wells. the reasons sum up to her being unreasonable and effing. hell yea.

when i asked her abt the same question twice in a week..
i got this feeling back in me while i was in sec sch.
everytime, i asked for permission to head out... its always a no.
and when i asked for reasons...
she will say, "its simple. i say no means no."
so i would try to let her believe me that i will stick to my promise..
and she says, "which part do u dun understand? i say no means no."

and when i take a look at my younger cousins. or even my bro.
they have more freedom than me. as in.. comparing to the age and time they are allowed to go out.

& so damn effing.
i thought that if i got a better grade than last sem, i would build that effing trust..
and i can get what i really want.
f r e e d o m.

oh drop it.
im gonna flunk.
**
and the thought of cutting my wrists in sec sch came back.
why? how?
coz there is absolutely no reason.
just like how my mum replied me.
and i just treat myself like some trash..
coz simply..
no means no.

argh. im turning crazy.
desperate for that thing that is lost in the middle ages.

oooh. childish me

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Monday, April 02, 2007

9:26 PM

taking lab management, proteomics, genomics, industrial and food biotechnology.
im so looking forward to school, to the damn tight schedule..

lots of people.. seniors and facilitators.. say that we wont be able to manage our time properly..
haha. im so interested in wanting to show them how im gonna manage my time.
wish me good luck!

with band.family.bf.friends.school.fyp.exercise.tuition.

wee~

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