8:54 AM
hohoho.
my laptop is dead. somehow. due to some virus from msn i guess.
but i just reloaded image into com a month ago, and WHOA. so fast die liao.
went to reformat my com ytd, was nearly done, then the whole com shut down.
due to old age and hard work i guess (2 and a half years with intensive usage everyday)
and i get to make new friends from the it helpdesk & itrc..
lolly. somehow made my day happier when they say "laptop die, very normal de la"
but got naggings from mama last night.
coz i didnt service it on wed when the prob happen. instead i spend my time going out with bf.
oh well~~ lalala.
good time management VS personal interests
i still cant decide which has the higher priority.
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8:26 PM
somebody once upon a time said before, "do not be afraid of the bad times in life. face it, and learn through mistakes."
i dun feel like saying the things have come today.
so sucky.
just go away.
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11:12 PM
im still in my non-sensical world.
thinking of getting into a uni or thinking of further studies with this sucky grades of mine.
oh well. i should and must be realistic. tsk tsk.
application will still continue for the sake of pleasing my parents. (that i actually tried!)
but oh well. i guess i should look for a job fairly soon enough.
there is nothing much to push in my grades now.. coz i can use my first 5 sem grades (which i think will b better)
job recommendations anyone?
(except sales- gotto admit that cash REALLY dun drop from the sky)**
flame awards is this friday.
the dresscode is international mafia....
what should i wear?!
ahems*
time to grow up jieying.
没有靠山了。
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10:09 PM
wee. christmas is coming soon...
then i will get lots of presents! heez
but of coz the best gifts are my supportive family, my encouraging boyfriend, and the happy siao siao friends i have :]
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i was eating ice just now.. and i had green thoughts again.
wonder what will happen if all the polar caps and glaciers melt?
1. sea levels will rise for sure (increase in water volume)
2. perhaps there will be ban for cars on the road. (reduce greenhouse gas emission)
3. will there still be winter?
4. is it possible to transfer the ice back to the mountain tops again? (impossible is nothing -
Nikes' slogan)
5. we might all know how to swim :] (i still dunno how to swim)
i wonder when will it happen...
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anyway. went blading just now..
and me and darling were damn slack.
bladed slowly, stoned for long time, covered quite a distance but lazy to get back to car, so in the end had to eat at ecp.
realised i havent been posting photos?
because im waiting for my hair to grow 3 cm longer :]
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10:49 PM
i got back msn. coz symantic deleted the trojan horse in my com :]
im feeling sick.. coz of the huge amount of chocs ate today..
plus the minute amount of water consumed.
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im starting to enjoy band pracs more... partly cause of the hyper active huici jumping around.
and the mais being so blur and got teased so many uber times.
ok. i should go pluck some guitar strings.
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9:56 PM
i got my first credit card from mum!
wee. but its from OUB, so the discounts were like damn
giam siapasked my dad for the HSBC cc, but he said i should get it for myself after i earn my own bucks.
yeapps. :]
i have decided to not be so green afterall. (p.s. i even thought of going on a strike against transportation)
oh well~ leave that alone, 99.999% of humans on this Mother Earth are selfish.
just use every single drip of oil left in this world till there is nothing left.. and we can all go into caveman stage!
wee~
then we will all live life healthily
no more cancer, aids, shitty stuffs...
hmm. im reconsidering the green thing.
should we just cont to make the scar a deeper scar, or allow it to have a chance to heal?
ok. i need a shirt which is not part of oil distillation.
and pants and undergarments too.
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10:44 PM
i just had this yucky yogurt.
damn. i regretted paying $5 for just some plain yogurt :(
it tasted like rotten cheese (those that you can pay like up to 20 dollars for 27cm3 size in a high class restaurant), so i cut up green apples and add them in.
holy shit, it's so gross. :\
*i hope i am able to make it for school tomorrow*
rotten green cheese apples
how i wish i can spend another 10 mins to do a cartoon drawing on that.
but i got to go catch some dreams.
tata
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8:42 PM
yea. the hair covering 3/4 of my face looks like those animae kind of thing.
and the one with gold fish eyes look stupid
damn it. i regretted saying "errr. anything."
i look so cheeeeena. *sobs*
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10:13 PM
alrighty.
i feel so handicapped without MSN
but at least i am having more time with myself, and have paid more attention to the things around me. ( :] )
i need some love...
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11:52 PM
oh yea. i have deleted my MSN program.
so you wont see me online.
anything not so impt, send me email. (during non-sch hours)
anything impt/non-impt, send me email (during sch hours)
if not, just snap your finger twice and shout out "hooga booga i love jieying!"
and i will be there
if you are loud enough.
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4:20 PM
THIS IS NOT MY CHILD.
but aint she cute when she slps in that 'pooh' position? with that fatty cheeks?! i wanna squeeze them again!!
*ahem* so comfy till she slps in my arms.
women POWER!
ho i like this. slitty eyes and an unglam yawn.
arghh. save me.. im wrapped up in this towel!!
ok. enough of nonsense...
noticed that the list of dreams which i have put down ytd were so selfish.
i wonder if i should really care about the environment.
damn it.
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11:19 PM
yoyo.
anyway that molecule which i colored on domains is wrong.. haha.
but luckily nv get a C for concluding wrong ans. :]
i got the theory book!
hehehe.
and i got so many dreams to chase after.
1. maintain a happy family
2. grow strong with bf
3. be at least of grade 5 standard for music!
4. slack for lessons :]
5. have a supermodel's body (healthy version)
6. learn hip hop
7. have more cash. (looking for auto-refillable cum non-limit withdrawal 'ATM')
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4:09 PM
pms is driving me crazy.
firstly i wanted to see darling.
then i got irritated when he called me and ask if im on my way to his place.
because he didnt inform me to. and i didnt initiate goin there on my own.
and since it was too late, i just stayed at home and ate up all the potato chips with my bro (i broke my promise for sticking to the diet)
then i felt like i had wasted his time, which he can actually do some of his paperwork or some other things which i dunno what they are..
so i smsed him.
then i called him. (tired of waiting)
msg content: should i make a trip to your place?
so he said, "yea, can lo.. we will go have dinner."
then after hanging up the phone, i just dun feel like going..
because i have to travel to his place (amk to toa payoh) when he has a car.
secondly, potato chips is filling
thirdly, i dunno what to do there
fourthly, after the conv on financial planning with him last meeting, i felt like i shouldn't use his cash any more.
yea. pms is like making me make decisions, then doubt myself. THEN, make a new decision, and doubt myself AGAIN.
will post photos of cecilia's princess tml.
ultra cute!
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9:41 PM
low batt.. gtg
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11:56 PM
recently had advanced dreams.. meaning i will dream of tomorrow when im in yesterday. something like an in between time line..
i fixed the hamsters tank, coz i need furby to run the wheel.. and i bought a chopping board to separate the tank. i figured out that the wire mesh for bbq is hard to cut to my tank size, has large pores in between, and these two reasons are enough for me to spend my whole night in the room to separate the both of them. i will upload the photo tomorrow.. then you will get what i mean.. haha
but currently probs faced now are ..
1. i used plasticine to hold the board, but silver likes to chew on the plasticine
2. silver can squeeze her way to furby's side
3. furby likes to dig her way to the other side of the chopping board (of coz she cant do that) but she may knock down the chopping board if she use 5X more strength
4. the new water bottle is leaking. and the holders that they provide me are being thrown aside, and im using paperclip. useless design.
as long as they dun try to go over the other side, or do some long jump.. all should be fine :]
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gettting back to school is good, except the waking early part.
get to chill out with sherline again!
and eat ban mian together.
i just wanna enjoy the simple moments of rp life.
hope you do too :O
lalalalala
this is my colored hsp70!
i should wear thick glasses and walk to school with high buttoned blouse and over knee length skirt plus high white socks and slippers.
but i need someone to company me.
who wanna volunteer?
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9:23 PM
it seemed a bit wrong for me to post photos of babies... coz whenever i see this "auntie" class mate of mine with baby photos... i will ask her "eh, u become mama liao ar?"
lol. but this is so un-resistable!
YEO LI XIANG :]]
& i miss my cousin. boohoo..
want him to flood me simple questions which i am not capable of answering and i miss his non-stop stories from aust.
i realised that after i stopped working at the tuition centre, my perspective of little kids changed again.
they just should be lively and move around like ants on a hot pan.
oh wells. thinking back on those times when i have to keep repeating myself and try to be patient all the time to a little kid (age 3-10) is a waste of energy..
on second thought, maybe not..
a child who is able to interpret situations is the best.
yea. like if there is !??!
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12:51 AM
im gonna follow the old ancestor's way of eating..
im not gonna say "the time is different now" *dump in chunks of diff brands of chips in my mouth*
from today, im gonna eat fresh and as light as possible.
to healthy living :]
and when i get rich at around 50 or 60..
i will use my money to buy big pieces of land around nparks to grow back our forests..
turn extra shopping centres to earth savers.
SUE fast food restaurants and agricultures for continuous selfish act.
i hate businessman!
they keep saying about living life simply..
but they are not doing it.what is simple?
- to have a happy home?
yet at the same time, they want a nice decorated home, so friends can come around and party all night. they will then buy loads of furniture (from trees, plastics, etc) and then refurnish them once a while. im not saying we should just empty our houses.. but PLEASE MY FRIENDS.. buy things out of necessity, not of appearance. for god's sake, save the EARTH.
- to eat healthy? to wake up to a full of fresh O2 every morning?
yeapps. continue to path more roads, buy cars, top up fuels, build houses. the amount of emission to it being reconverted or purified is so much more! its like 1000 persons' usage to 3 trees. and when the govt wants us to reproduce more, tear down the forests to build homes, there goes our environment. for god's sake, save the EARTH.
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im going ban-mian, full of veg and fruits diet, and do light exercises everyday.
i swear! im gonna have a war against the fats..
and if i do eat too much carbs, i will waste them away before i eat the lipids.
IM GONNA SUCCEED.
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10:19 PM
my supervisor's princess :]
i bet she looks like me!
fyi, my head is growing longer and larger..
and someday.. i might just look like a mother cow.. what are they called?
i TELL u ar.. the marche at vivocity has a v cosy ambience..
just feel like staying there and eat 100 rostis in a shot with diff sausages of coz.
this is the guy who sits next to darling. he ate 1/2 a pork knuckle and chicken.
totally amazing. i hope he dies after he paid the bill. coz he made me drool over his pork knuckle. S-hole
this is my boyfriend.
this is the ah neh living in my house.
check out isaac's blog.
he has a cool story line.
anyway.. i keep forgetting to describe wind.
the holidays is like the wind. when u know that it has come
(which is always too late), you start to enjoy, and in the midst of enjoying, it's gone.
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11:10 PM
the hatest module gave me a B for UT.
the wonders of RP.
really..
i should start hating all of them.. :]
wish upon a falling star - *want my hammies to be friends again...*
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10:41 PM
i guess everyone when turning 19/20 starts to chase their childhood dreams..
and mine?
-to be more creative and have my own set of ideas..
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marathon.MARATHON.marathon.MARATHON.YAY~
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1:10 AM
Is there a door in every dreamscape?
For every split road we face, do we really consider which path to walk?
Will you bring me along to enjoy the depths of happiness and go through the tunnels of sadness?
I long for your heart to be locked in mine. And your happiness will be my love to you.
Let me guide you, and you may be my guidance at times..
To live life simple, and to the fullest...
Otherwise, I want to live your dreams.
**
just emoing at this period of time.that's how i feel when i fell into that deep pit and got a hard time climbing out when it's over.oh wells.the rainbow has appeared above the dark clouds.
although with only 3 colors showing... but i am happy enough & do appreciate what life is now.
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4:20 PM
rp sucks.
blame the damn grading system.
modules which i studied for got a D+
modules which i did not studied for also D+
:]
roars.
and its bloody environmental science.
anyway...
the moment i wake up this morning,
i just feel like eating pasta.
one which has soft and tasty noodles and hot sauce with cheese on it.
so yea.
felt greatly satisfied after that..
oh well.
im starting to ignore the upsets of life.
it seems like the more u dwell upon it, the more it comes to you.
hoho.
shitty school.
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but aint she cute when she slps in that 'pooh' position? with that fatty cheeks?! i wanna squeeze them again!!
*ahem* so comfy till she slps in my arms.
women POWER!
ho i like this. slitty eyes and an unglam yawn.
arghh. save me.. im wrapped up in this towel!!
& i miss my cousin. boohoo..
my supervisor's princess :] 
fyi, my head is growing longer and larger..
and someday.. i might just look like a mother cow.. what are they called?
i TELL u ar.. the marche at vivocity has a v cosy ambience..
this is the guy who sits next to darling. he ate 1/2 a pork knuckle and chicken.
this is my boyfriend.
this is the ah neh living in my house.