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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
11:37 PM

this is one of my ex classmate's hair.
and he already has more white hair than my mum.
note* the white hair is real!!! me and my sem 1 class mate. but now we are in the same class again! sem 6!
saras......
looks like a wall paper. taken while waiting for train. the clouds look like animals floating in the sky.
and the trees look so identical. i hate identical trees!!! this is my jam mate. he sure has long fingers. almost half the length of his own head.
note* he is wearing pink shades. during the es module, my team mates took out patrick!
no more star fish baby, he says. i am plasticine! and this is me being a super hero girl. :]


my eye bags are getting bigger.
and i have just revised my music theory stuffs.
u will not want to know what i have learnt man.
it just woo. sucks.


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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
10:24 PM

while i was laughing to paul just now, i felt my eyelids dropping.

i am so damn tired.
and she has not given birth.
which makes us so darn tired.
and i seriously know nothin abt modes in music theory.

roars. why did i take music?


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Monday, October 29, 2007
11:37 PM


oh my look at THAT tummy bulging.
alright, i guess it's a trend to drive mercs to have bulging tummies as well.

he got his license on Jan'07.
and i only have the chance to see him drive like Nov'07
and so many ppl had known him so much later, but witness his driving hell many times more than me.
oh my. what a good friend i am :(

anyway, u noticed that red eye effect that is visible in me and paul's eyes?
in humans, is red eye effect.
due to the light from the camera flash reflecting off of the back of the eye in an instant
in short... our iris were a bit retarded to close on time. :]

and in animals, such as cats, the retina is replaced by tapetum lucidum.
COOL RIGHT?!




**

i forgot if i had post this up.

this is a viper which i saw at nparks durin gthe environmental sci lesson.

somehow, i have a fetish for snakes, but in an arm length away. :]



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Sunday, October 28, 2007
11:00 PM




yea. it seemed like we have nothing better to do.

and in fact, we really are.


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Thursday, October 25, 2007
11:07 PM

the moment i saw the red sore on her back yesterday morning,
i realised i have neglected them too much.
i left to fight out their democracy on their own, but it seems like the one with the sharper teeth wins.
silver has a sore on her back.
and that night, i used alcohol swab to wiped that sore.

it looks like those infections which i see at the volunteering place.
and i wonder if i have transferred some of those infections back to them.
oh no. i hope not. *cross fingers*

so yea. just now, while i was going to swab her back, i noticed another sore below her ear.
i stared at it. then the next moment i start shifting the fur around the body to see if there are any more sores. *i hope i wont see any more tml*

but one good news, the sore on her back is healing.
the wound is closing up already.
and i try my best to not let her have a fever, and give her a clean environment.

oh. and i cant believe that i cried last night, coz i want silver to be well and healthy.
roars... damn those bugs!


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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
10:23 PM

i forgot to update abt yesterday.
i seemed a bit 'lag' nowadays.
guess it's the lack of slp since last week.
boohoo

oh well. i shant complain much.
coz we live life to use time wisely :]
and i enjoy what i am doing. except for some weird things

ok. so abt ytd...
i took a stroll from sch to admiraly station.
which takes close to 45 minutes (i guess)
with carrying my laptop and under the sun.
it's been a long time that it isnt raining in the noon.
so yea. i took a stroll, and captured a photo of my fav transport.(the mrt)
im not putting it here coz im lazy to transfer it to laptop
so yea. and i wondered why i like the train.
and i figured out that
1. it spells out station names at every stop (so i can rest my eyes) compared to buses
2. it uses electricity
3. it doesnt give out green house gases.

THEN i looked at trees. and i wonder why they are of the same height.
i cant figure it out, coz diff trees have diff leave patterns resulting in diff angles leading to diff absorbance and growth rate.
i couldnt get an answer to that till when i walk past a lorry with logs behind.
answer : they are being cut lo!

LOL :O

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ok. so that's ytd. some random thinking and walking which makes me a happy girl :]

and for today, i was thrown some songs last minute to do for jamming session. (the weird thing which i mentioned in the beginning)
las min- ytd noon
and the some songs include a jap song, and one song by aqua.
did i mention i hate techno?
wah liao. and that mtv in youtube by aqua makes that singer so bimbotic, which really drains my mood for listening to that song.
and figuring out how to sing jap is really frustrating.
i had just spent one hour on it, and i can get the notations right for the first and third stenza NIA...
and &&&&& i can predict that the moment i wake up from my slp tomorrow morning, im gonna leave my details/rhythms of the song on my pillow and shower out all what i have listened to today.
oh my. i need more time!!!

im not supersinger eh.


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Monday, October 22, 2007
6:11 PM

my team mate with the poster (day one) and me. we are the white angels :]
ok. this is her again. i dunno why. LOL
screwd up faces. coz nobody walks there anyway... the space in between the wall to the poster is so damn small. and the poster is so darn huge. waste of money and ink and paper.
us with part of the poster. (oh thats the results) just simple numbers :]
sexy hor? not me. she is jessica. and what a robotic smile. fuck

us at the end of diabetic lecture. whoa. slpy can? (day 2)
sometimes, taking too much tea and good food will result in retardness.
a disease that u can cure with 'Excerciticnic' (exercise in simple form)
the pretty ladies :]
me with the preggy lady.
baba with preggy lady.



this whole course cost 160 for students like us. (if im not wrong)
and i heard from my supervisor's friend that her fare is around 450.
like WHOA.
oh. i miss the fruit tarts, donuts, fried rice, mushroom soup, dill salmon!, choc fudge! and a lot more.
:(


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Saturday, October 20, 2007
11:47 PM

darling bought this interesting game and decided to play it with my family.
but oh well. my parents werent that hyper that night, so only include my bro...
below are the chips (money) and the 'settlement' cards and yeapps. my bro learnt how to gamble liao. GG!

the interesting thing is that when u reach the railway stations on the board, in hold'em-onopoly it is known as "to play poker!"
and yeapps. i was super rich for some time. and fucking poor for lots of time.
conclusion: dun sit in front of a tv... bad luck


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Friday, October 19, 2007
12:12 AM

i feel like fainting

*roars*


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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
9:55 PM

senza


how can la senza allow women to feel so free?

ok. i feel like staying at home and nua than go to school. fucktard.



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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
9:19 PM

act as ah ma also quite cute hor?
the hammies wanting a thirst quencher (i forgot to refill the water :P)
me and darling on our way to pool junction

the pillar is collapsing, he needs to support it. oh well, we ended having a wacky photo

i feel that that particular expression on his face has made his face longer by 3cm.



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Monday, October 15, 2007
8:49 PM

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the blister on my brother's sole.
and its on both of his feet.
poor boy, having such big blisters should be quite a pain.
the big one is actually a combination of two medium sized-blisters, and there is one medium sized one at the toe too.
so just two days ago, the skin started to fall out, and he cut a big chunk of it out.
the thickness is actually 3mm ok!!!
so. do wear appropriate and proper shoes.


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Sunday, October 14, 2007
10:55 PM

so it is darling's birthday today, and he had a gahering with his friends and one of mine last night. it was all abt drinking games, and u can check out his blog to see how drunk he got to (photos).. lol

i had some photos which i have to upload.
perhaps tml night ba. or the night after.
1. my brother's blister.
2. my cute face
3. me and darling's faces
4. some hammies photos
5. some random ones. i think.

it has been a good weekend.
i feel like my nails are getting a little too long, as i havent trim them for two weeks.
and my hair. how i wish i can just cut them and pray that it looks nice.
i have bought the scissors already....
maybe i will do it on weddy.
:]

happy birthday darling.
and i love you ultra duper much.


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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
10:10 PM

i have been wanting to express this for a long time.
and even though i express it, it will never ever change in the future.
it is just the other lady who lives in the house.

**
a lot of ppl might/are/will feel that i am a mummy's girl.
and most of them know that i am one who wants to break free from this tightness, and just do whatever i like/desire.
everytime, every single time, when someone asks me "jieying, u free this sat night anot?"
i will say "i have to ask my mum first"

so why do i fucking do it though i dun want to?

1. she will make a big fuss out of it. (for example, if i come home one day without addressing her presence, i think i will be scolded and perhaps grounded for a weekend.)

2. out of respect duh. she is responsible who i become of in the future, so better tame the puppy before it becomes a wild f-ed bitch.

3. she loves me. she gave birth to me. picking me up from the rubbish dump is so not true.


**
so abt the travelling thingy...
i just so hate it when she 'talked' to me in that fucking loud voice with sarcastic remarks, ending with "it is not that you also dunno ar, when me and papa go overseas..."

no point stating everything here.
it may be some 3000 word compo which no one will read.
i will just use my imaginary lighter in my head, and burn up all the memory of that whatever examples she gave me.

it's easy to put ideas into me... JUST SAY THAT "jieying, maybe you go and find out the other companies first, there's always promotions at the end of the year, and for non-peak periods. form there you start to make your decision, if last minute projects or job positions come, you still have time to reconsider of what you want for that part of life."

NOT

"why choose tiger air? not that it is known as budget airline then it is the cheapest leh! if you want, take bigger companies, safer also. then hor, please go and find out the timings hor, dun go there and waste time hor. then alight at macau ar, then what time is the ferry? the price? take a direct flight there wont it be better? how many days are you all going? i think august is a better period, not much rain leh. then is alicia able to go earlier anot? you first of feb grad liao lei, you still want to drag your time ar huh. bla bla bla"

THATS THE DAMN PROBLEM.
she is just toooooo concern about me.
why am i having an extra concern which i do not need?
and the way she puts it, fuck it man.
i didnt speak more than 4 sentences k.
she didnt give me a chance to...
just rantling and rantling.

damn it.


people, it is not about the money, not about the price, nor the time, nor the place, nor the person whom im going with, nor the flight, nor the hotel, nor the suitcase, nor the weather.

it is just that she can't let me go.

dun you dare laugh at me, or shake your damn head.
i will use karate to chop it off.
because i am getting my shield prepared for the next time's battle.
in short, there is more to come....


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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
5:26 PM

ok. two things down.

the talk and the music theory test.
i feel like eating sashimi and eat up the whole ocean.
boo hoo

just some joke from ytd,
strutural bio fac: why do u think the egg yolk is yellow in color?
some girl: it contains sulfur
s.b.f: good! then why do u think it will contain sulfur?
paul: so that the snake will be afraid of the chicken, and not eat it.
me: LOL

wth la. in fact, sulfur in egg yolk is for the formation of feathers of the bird.
just fyi, i will be travelling to hongkong soon!
alicia, just bear with me for a while k? i need to tell her patiently and in relevant details to allow her to trust me going travelling.
love you :]


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Monday, October 08, 2007
11:42 PM

this is you know who's butt
she has the biggest butt of all hammies lo.
so fleshy and shakeable. just look at that size.
and the way she sleeps...
her name is silver btw.



**

and now for the presentation notes. i cant even read properly lo
but my faci just kept adding points, and rephrasing them coz the previoius one she says is not v specific, so yea. it ended up like shit.

doing a talk is not fun at all.



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Sunday, October 07, 2007
10:04 PM

interesting.

this noon, i was looking at my friendster, and it was just 22 people who visited my profile

then i uploaded me with the pink tube on the beach photo, and set it primary.
then at 9pm just now, it shot up till 45.




whoa. cool eh.


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Saturday, October 06, 2007
11:39 PM

to all guys out there, you will definitely like something about her.
either her smile, eyes, eyebrows, hair, nose, ears, boobs, tummy.
u name it she has it.


ain't she just so cute and innocent?

oh well. every guy wants a hot babe by their side.
either to show off to his friends, have some pride to live with, or wont wake up vomitting in the morn.

every guy, as long as got penis and is straight.
will want a nice figure girl to hold on to.
this is the realistic world.

so girls, just work ur figure out, and turn to lesbians :]


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Friday, October 05, 2007
11:34 PM

how do u know that u have to hurry for something? or to complete a task?

like i said, humans are just selfish beings.
they only hurry when they know that they themselves will get their asses burnt if they dont.
and when they dont, they make sure they have a backup to help save their asses to be burnt completely.
they totally dun mind getting a quarter burnt or half burnt, coz they still get something done though.


oh well, i feel like dancing.
roars.

i was quite lost when i walk my way down from the eleventh floor. (i stays on the eight)
coz i was thinking so much, and i ended on the sixth.
*roars*


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Thursday, October 04, 2007
11:39 PM

when you look at a grey box, it evokes different emotions and thoughts to every person.

when you dun have work tomorrow, doesnt mean that i dun have school tomorrow.
when you are able to 'tong' till early in the morning, doesnt mean that i can.

just dun understand why is my PI taking such a long time to read through the edited table which consists of only 4 columns and 3 rows.
and some stupid bars shooting out from a leveled piece of shit.

holy fish, i need some slp!


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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
10:19 PM

i had too much stuffs on my mind since ytd.
did not realise till i had symptom of hormonal imbalance and some directionless thingy.

i guess im pretty sure i couldnt be bothered with human affairs anymore.
and im pretty sure that i will just try to look over unhappy shits no matter what happened.

thank you darling.


oh. me and sophia will be giving a CE talk soon in one of the bigger housing theatres, and showcasing our project at the pharmacy congress on the 20th and 21st of october.
do support us!

i want to have mac fries with mayo and wasabe.


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9:35 PM

i miss band practices.

&
i miss the old wild me.


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Monday, October 01, 2007
4:50 PM


i have nothing much to say. it seems like i am nothing more than just a human being with great food supplied to me, great family and friends too.
how can i compare my life with others and sigh about the pitiful life?
about how much time i did not have enough?
about how much cash i have?
about whatever thing that come across to me.
and i have learnt.
to just accept whatever situation that happens.
thank you darling for forgiving me, i realised i cannot cry before you again.
coz i would rather put myself into that bad eewky feeling than make u join in with me.
people, enjoy life :]


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2:37 PM

the most worrying fear has come.
troubled me from time to time.
i hope i can get over it soon.

my bottom is on my top.


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