11:35 PM
no. i dun want to work.
yes, i want to continue to study.
:)
all these years, i have been wanting to grow up, face the world and earn my own cash.
but when the time comes, i feel like a shit stucking in the anus.
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spent my entire day with darling.
yesh. i ponned sch again.
wee~ & i totally enjoyed my time spent with him.
*muacks*
**
finished writing the letters...
i hope they will keep it.
i guess i should take things as time pass.
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11:14 PM
shrek's friend taking photo with me.
do find silver in the above photo :]
the maggot or wormie found in silver's food. eeeewk!
but i put it on my hand.. cute.
and body art.
i should be sleeping actually.
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11:41 PM
surprisngly, my appetite is having roller coaster mood every alternate days.
i finished up the leftovers of wafers from fyp presentation, 1 bottle of water (500ml) and 1 cup of bubble tea today.
and the day before was fish and chips and some hell good stuffs.
oh well. ponned sch today.
watched prison break and invisible target. (couldnt slp back after waking)
after which, headed to school (and i sms mai before that)
idiotic mai didnt reply my sms, so i text huici and sadiq for the room key.
so they said it was with terry
then i called and sms him.. but no reply.
when i called mai, they say they will be heading over in 30 mins..
BUT. i waited for
2 hours..while waiting i watched the repairman for the lift while i was slping at the second storey..
and i also observed the repairmen for the spy cameras. hoho.
so boh liao. must ULTRA SLAP them.
skip the emo part. cause i was irritated over the waiting.
then band started, and my sightreading went downhill again.
congrats.
luckily im not playing important parts..
but there were a few interesting pieces.. cant wait to play them again..
**
looking forward to the sentosa outing..
hehe.
next tuesday ar! dun forget!
sally smiles :P
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10:49 PM
i am still as selfish as ever.
i wanna go sentosa and sun tan.
chickens?
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10:06 PM
for the moon, im going for band prac.. i miss the chicken family.
and i wanna be part of the teddy bear nrop cast.
girls.. bring your smelly teddies!
i miss out so much on everything. my world is revolving around animae, dance, first aid and vrooming.
and im finally K.O.ed -
sick (dun feel like going school tml.)
last week of school & i dun even know if i can continue my studies.
months ago, i do the 'jiu qian' thing, and asked if i am able to enter any local uni.
gave me a very bad token.
just last two weeks, mama did the 'jiu qian' thing, and it gave a very good token.
confused. roarrrs..
people are asking about marriage every week..
the old age thing is haunting me. boo.
**
the same questions which i asked 5 years ago to myself, came back..
- what does being successful mean?
- is happiness important? wealth? health? or fame?
- how much xing fu can i give to my parents when they turn 50?
- will my brother make out a way of his own?
- will i be able to have kids?
- cosy home? or luxury home?
- will i still pursue my interests and continue?
never got any answers.
i just have to not place any expectations. and do my best in whatever i feel that it is right for me.
suddenly, i feel
OLD.shit. holy salmon!
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8:16 AM
i was missing for band prac because my cousin got married.
i am sure i will look something like that when i get married too.. (except that long hair)
i will be holding my sally!
me and my bro at pan pacific hotel. he with his slacky outift and me in my international outfit.
international outfit --> top (far east) bottom (malaysia) booties (taiwan) socks (taiwan).. WEEE.
i look short.. but my bro aint any taller!! wahaha
darling say that it is a clubbing outfit.
younger cousin. she is like a younger version of me. short hair.. ._.
woots.
i woke up at 6.30 and left house at 7am today.
happy about the free breakfast and so looking forward to it.
till an sms came.
oh well. couldn't be bothered.
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10:03 PM
photoshoot session 2008 with an extra.
she owes me bubbletea..
photoshoot is boring. just pose here and there till they are satisfied with the photos.
roars.. i acted as a timpani-lien while taking whacky shots.
how i wish i can get a copy of it.
**
FYP ytd. went to mac with sophia. i bullied her in carrying the stand for me.
but she is still happy coz she developed bigger muscles.
and i remained as fat as a chicken nugget.
dun understand lo.. she just loves to zi-lian.
and
act cute. lol. she say i will laugh when i see her photo. and i DID. coz it looked @$%$%* like a golden apple!! so round!
**
this morning's exercise with isaac and bro
played bball for about an hour i think. but i didnt lose any weight.
just got more headaches.
which means should exercise more.. if not got more blockages in arteries...
my darling has sexy eyes.
**
sashimi celebration ytd.
celebrating me being unemployed. :]
my new craving is swordfish.
**
the different tags i received in 2007.
it has been another year.. i achieved quite a lot in volunteering work, interest and studies. (left to right)
2008 will be better ;)
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12:25 AM
i have been up to face the world since this morning 6.30am.
being awake for 18 hours without 2 hours sleep is totally tiring.
had fyp presentation. although didnt get kelvin tan, but getting lousy assessors who do not even have pharmaceutical background and do not read report to ask questions on the project is simply intolerable.
they just keep thinking that they are correct.
with nonsensical things like drugs with 1 hour before meal and 1/2 hour before meal. mixing up drug allergy and drug drug interaction. wanting us to read their mind for limitations of blister packs. and also about the roles of nurses when we are doing comparison of pharmacists and pharmacy technicians. when packs are manually packed, they said its packed by machines.
idiotic.
i rather face a person who got PHD or having a degree in pharmacy than some &*&^$#%&*(
then went with sophia for our usual hangout place. mac.
met isaac for some appt.
walked around causeway.
had photoshoot session. (will upload photos tml or perhaps later)
ate sashimi at PP.
im getting sick and tired of improper grading in RP.
the only school that gives students a chance to skip lessons..
omfg. no wonder everyone is missing in the last few weeks of school.
and the walk to school is such a breeze.
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11:56 PM
this is the smoking area in RP.
it is a carpark. and i figured out that actually can hold aerobic classes using those yellow stoppers... OR rollerblade sessions!
i feel like rollerblading in school.. anyone?
this is dennis and sally's qing di.
and my mao mao.
good luck dinner [:
i want to score for my fyp.
craving for an A -
abalone. :]
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11:21 PM
started my first pop and lock dancing lesson today.
honestly i have no interest in that. but paul says that going for that course will make me gain control over my muscles.
and yea. i was quite stiff about it.
and quite slow and retarded in my movements.
there were hell lots of pro people inside luh.
most of them already have lots of muscles...
will try to take photos the next time i see them.. wee...
the first time i feel so noob and woodblockish.lol..
instructor: 'hit' harder!(hit: to flex the upper arm's muscles, i forgot what they are called)
me: *hits harder*
instructor: cmon. HARDER.me: *hits HARDER*
instructor: cmon, cmon. harder. bum bum.(bum bum is the sound effect of car hitting car)me: *hits*
instructor: YEA YEA.me: *dun think i make any diff lo.*
he was touching my arm.
trying to feel my muscle moving.
shit luh.
i have NONE.
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9:49 PM
it has been years since i listened to my fav artist.last year darling gave me one of his live cds.. and i guess that was the last time till now that i hear his voice. it still provides a feeling of 'i am with you'
i love robbie williams :]
**
rollerbladed today.
i feel like im 5 times heavier.
shit.
way to go! jian fei!
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10:31 PM
im feeling emoish till i had two rostis with 2 chicken sausage and 500ml beer at marche.
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8:55 PM
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8:49 PM
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8:33 PM
just an unglam photo to start with... im being such a meanie!!!
LOL.. the same cute girl! im so jealous of her okay... she got 4 love letters from the fans in taiwan... boohoo!
anyway. bored sarimah wanted us to pose for her (she sits in front of us).. so yea. we are her models. :] first up: chinese and pillow dance from SQ.
second: being lesbian
third: eh. what you want?
fourth: WAH. look at mai! damn super farny!!! *bursts out laughing
she bully me. :(
nitex ppl . im building my immune system tonight!
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9:49 PM
alrighty. these few days will be photo days... lala.
ytd. went to sophia's bday party. look at my hair color!
feel a bit ah lian. but IT'S OKAY. coz i wont be dressing like this in sch..
and sophia wore a dress when she cut the swensen's cake. *envies for the cake*
then the dress got nice design on the shoulder de.. but she wore a cardi to cover.
wth... then look more like auntie.
that is a retarded person. i dunno who.
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11:54 AM
wahahha. that's the fan in taiwan!
and we are talking on msn.. it's good that he communcates in english. and it seemed like the words he know are "you are lovely". which aint quite a doubt when saying to me.. HAHA ^.^
alright.. the vew from taipei 101. using canon's cam and zoomed in till 7,5X. decorative roofs they have.
eh. i think i post this pic somewhere... in the toilet of the shopping centre which we were invited to performed for. and as you can see. it is not just SOME shopping centre.
oh. this is the lady who stole my ptbf. *hmph*
cheerios. no more pics. coz mostly of other ppl moving around which were taken by sarimah.
like 2 shots in 3sec kind of thing. boooo.
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shrek's friend taking photo with me.
do find silver in the above photo :]
the maggot or wormie found in silver's food. eeeewk!
and body art. 
me and my bro at pan pacific hotel. he with his slacky outift and me in my international outfit.
i look short.. but my bro aint any taller!! wahaha
darling say that it is a clubbing outfit.
younger cousin. she is like a younger version of me. short hair.. ._.
she owes me bubbletea..
photoshoot is boring. just pose here and there till they are satisfied with the photos.
roars.. i acted as a timpani-lien while taking whacky shots.
but she is still happy coz she developed bigger muscles.
and i remained as fat as a chicken nugget.
dun understand lo.. she just loves to zi-lian.
played bball for about an hour i think. but i didnt lose any weight.
my new craving is swordfish.
it is a carpark. and i figured out that actually can hold aerobic classes using those yellow stoppers... OR rollerblade sessions!
this is dennis and sally's qing di.
and my mao mao.
good luck dinner [:
LOL.. the same cute girl! im so jealous of her okay... she got 4 love letters from the fans in taiwan... boohoo!
anyway. bored sarimah wanted us to pose for her (she sits in front of us).. so yea. we are her models. :] first up: chinese and pillow dance from SQ.
second: being lesbian
third: eh. what you want?
fourth: WAH. look at mai! damn super farny!!! *bursts out laughing
she bully me. :(
this is enoch chan feeding me a sotong ball.. he got me the chao ta main bao.
this is handsome and cool :]
i have a small face.
ytd. went to sophia's bday party. look at my hair color!
feel a bit ah lian. but IT'S OKAY. coz i wont be dressing like this in sch..
that is a retarded person. i dunno who.
alright.. the vew from taipei 101. using canon's cam and zoomed in till 7,5X. decorative roofs they have.
eh. i think i post this pic somewhere... in the toilet of the shopping centre which we were invited to performed for. and as you can see. it is not just SOME shopping centre.
oh. this is the lady who stole my ptbf. *hmph*
