9:32 PM
the adobe reader 8
though not as functional as microsoft word..
but still a free software is considered
man bu chuo
do read the conversation.
thats why i love alicia to bits.
coz she allows me to annoy her. & she herself is annoying as well.
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6:41 PM
i was doing my lit review,
found out that i could get a newer version of adobe reader,
and tried to download it and do my compilation of notes simulataneously.
my com started to lag.
i changed tabs often, and i have to wait around 3-4 seconds for it to load the tab, then anotehr few more seconds to load the full page.
but still, i continued to do this switching activity which makes me more
pek chek every minute.
sometimes, i just couldn't understand..
why am i so
stubborn?
why cant i just save all my links, download that program, then do my work in peace?
it is not i am not aware of the lags when i download and try to work effectively..
as a matter of fact, i guess humans are just stubborn creatures.
when things get into our way, we still try to walk that particular path till it really cannot be done, then we start to look for another way.
a familiar scenario will be when u walk on the street, and an auntie walks in the opposite direction of you.
both look down, and walk in the same corner of that street, neither giving way to each other.
familiar?
i think this happens to ppl suffering from moodswings, having pms, or menopause.
lesson of the day: try to understand. *yawns* well.. and give way.
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10:45 PM
i admire how my brother's mind work in a way that, when he opens his mouth he can never stop talking.
he was saying some story to my mum, while she watched the tv.
having not much response after some time, he came in...
"jie, u know hor.. today ..............."
he completed two chapters of his story. (one on the camp, the other on volleyball prac)
then into my mum's room to say some more stuff. (about a friend in his class during recess)
and when my dad came back from his volleyball prac,
he went out and said some car's stuff. (about his trip home)
how interesting.
his topics never run out.
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goin to imh for a visiting trip tml.
guess it will be interesting to work as a pharmacist!
woots~
but... imh? paul thinks im one of the patients. (those that stare, not dance around)
wachtevur-
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8:15 PM
the hols are starting to fill up by itself..
& period coming drags down the urge to head out of the house.
periods.
:O
what a time.
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10:09 PM
our first month's-being-together-happy-cake.
and it really made us very satisfied at the end of the day.
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oreo cheesecake + us = happy couple customers!
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4:11 PM
pp poster done.
looking forward to trip to imh.
and i just discovered how 'specific' my lit review is on.
conduct fyp lit review on research methods and the use of SPSS for data analysis.thats how
troublesome RP's system is.
they tell u to figure it out urself, sit behind their lappy, and wait for u to get things done.
& when u have gone the wrong road, they tell u
it is wrong, and insist that we look into other areas. (why dun go straight to the point....? *sighs*)
i forgot.
its always... P
rotracting & B
ohliao L
earning
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10:16 PM
i am the silent speaker.
always hearing myself speak to myself in my mind, but not out to people.
i dun really like to communicate. part time outcast.
i watched myself behave on the dining table during dinner today.
my parents talked. bro chipped in abit.
while i sat, listened, and gave comments to myself.. till the very last bit of my rice.
maybe coz my parents didnt allow me to cut into their conversation when i was young.
i had to often raise up my hand, to give my comments, but got ticked.
gave up, and maybe that's why i ended up leaving my comments in my mouth, not out.
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i think that's a way of adapting to the people around me.
i still rem how i was being chose to be a leader, and gave up on my way there..
because so many people want to be the leader.
i dun see any good points in being one, so i just encouraged them on.
and well. be their follower.
i dun mind. REALLY.
still rem abt me and weifong.
while i was giving instructions, he would come halfway into it.
and i will leave it all to him, then add some small bits to emphasise the point.
that's all.
and there was a time, when he gave the perc section up.
he walked out of the field.
but i did something in reverse, to balance it.
i dunno what is this call.
its like if someone is being quiet with me, i will be the one making the noise.
if he is noisy, i will be quiet.
if he is the devil, im the angel.
if he is acting smart, then i will be smart.
something like that.
put it in another way... maybe i just like to give up halfway, and stick to it.
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meeting darling tml morn
wee :]]]
so looking forward to the delicious breakfast awaiting for me.
*winks*:]
Labels: randome thoughtsy
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10:14 PM
mycomisdownwithsome
knnvirus.closemydocument
automatically.idiot.andpaulisignoringme.
:(
k.iknowthatimcomplaininglikeasickchild,butwhattodo..
no'closeys'totalktoonline,broslping,parentswatchingtv,darlinginhisownworld.
.tnorf ot kcab secnetnes etirw dluohs i ebyam llew
[:looflatot a eb lliw siht erugif ot yrt ohw enoynacodes.codes.codes.
-rofl-
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11:32 PM
this year's celebration is totally diff.
lesser relatives are visiting the common places,
and the atmosphere wasnt really there.
but.
went to isaac's uncle's place.
the first time walking into a dog's territory. (3 big dogs, and 1 small.long.cute.brown.dog)
the mood is totally opposite from the ones that i had at my grandma's place.
crowded''
people.
dogs.food.
gamble.snacks.
noise.
and had a big ang bao collection.
wahaha. (1st time!)
my bro was 999999999999999x jealous, kept saying "you WIN liao lo"
-bwahaha-
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weddy will be get ass off to work day.
PP presentation + fyp lit reviews + some blading
hurrrrrr.
sudd, i dun feel like growing up. can i stop here?
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3:07 PM
& he
(my bro) is playing the vcd of spongebob squarepants.
lame show.
but its how good the colors attract us, and the way the cartoon is drawn.
conclusion: there's is always something beautiful in something ugly.
last-est conclusion: APPRECIATE.
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2:48 PM
whole list of things to say.
and im now staring at my com.
smacking the butt of the dirty-yellow sally's cousin's wrist's rest.
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ok. i rem now.
i wanna thank my parents, for giving me a brother.
because he helps to pour water for me, sweep the floor, mop the floor, clear the dishes, say bedtime stories, nag at me when im f-ing lazy, shower love on me and sally, etc.
so he and i went to grandma's place and help out on the spring cleaning, and arranging the offerings for the ancestors.
then came back home, and he put the bed linens and i sweeped and mopped the floor.
sounds like.. boring.
but tell you, i really hate to do housework LO.
its because my brother was so tired and slpy, that i decided to get my butt off the couch, and do some work.
hmph.
k. mission accomplish.
two hours from now, gonna head down to another grandma's place (dad's side)
eat.gamble.eat.gamble.
BIG MONEY
BIG MONEY!!!
-laughs evilly-
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9:55 PM
today's a predicted bad day.
had uti again.
fever.
revealed my secret to my mum.
burnt a hole in the sleeve with the iron of my new year dress.
i am sure that i have already drink more than 2 litres of water, but the pain still wont go away.
and it made me shiver when i dun consume that citra thing. luckily, darling was there to give optimistic comments to make me not think abt it for 2 seconds.
revealed my secret. shant go further.
its a nightmare.
burnt a hole in the sleeve,
darling thought of heading to town to get a new dress.
but i have already took the last piece of that particular size that day.
plus, mum paid for that. (it's her hard earn money ma)
so boh bian, have to cut away the sleeves on both sides.
and i look damn fattty and PUI in it lo.
$60 down the drain.
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i guess feelings are the causes that allow humans to make mistakes.
& && sometimes, its just so hard to control the feelings.
argh. whatever shiat.
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8:36 PM
wanna use the cell growth vs time graph to illustrate on maintaining a relationship.
lag phase
- the cells are starting to get attached themselves so they are able to grow (adherent cells)
- just like love, in the beginning, the couple will spend lots of time together, growing more to each other's company.
log phase
- cells grow exponentially (logarithmic cell growth)
- just like love, the feelings... the touch, start to get fonder. (known as the sweet and happy period after being together)
plateau phase (stationary phase)
-cells need to be subbed (with new and fresh media) upon reaching confluency & process of subbing consists of excellent concentration, sterile environment, and precise lab skills. mistakes will lead to contamination or slow growth in the next passage. (after subbed) IF NOT, cells will proceed into the death phase.
- just like love, everything has been stabilised.. but arguments keep coming, thoughts of being not compatible enough hits, new enemies are born, etc, etc. therefore..... adding spice to the relationship will help in letting the love to continue growing. and the way of adding will need lots of patience, understanding, communication.. etc etc. IF NOT, love will proceed into the death phase.
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10:45 PM
the bbq.
cheesehotdog, steak, kfc (coleslaw & potato), wine :]
play guitar and bongos...
~ drunk prince charming~
my v-day prezzie, and the cat we fed.
meat from swiss butchery..
the chef aka fanner aka blower aka charcoal loader aka 'sentosa' waiter, etc etc.
me (the slacker aka butter spreader aka guardian of tongs only.)
tralala-
the proteins&glyci
pool. below that guy, is my SHI FU
& i dunno what im aiming also. hehe
:]]
epic movie and the notes which will vanish at the end of the day.
this is a brush.
love u darling.
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10:20 PM
when i came home from jalan-ing,
mum called me "cinderella, you are back!"
*gives stunned face*
she is just trying to say that im either return home late or VERY punctual.
and i was in the house on the .(dot) at 9pm.
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and there is my prince charming.
i went to google for his name..
and well...
his name is just prince charming.
oh im gonna call darling MY prince charming!
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11:38 AM
MCB ut3 grade came out.
:X
screams.
i know i studied
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from a D+ ----> B+
not bad huh?
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10:03 PM
i PURPOSELY want to put paul's photos up
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darling's back pain day. & im smiling.
the fat thing stuck under snoop's kennel.
poor thing. so fat.
eat some MORE.
and the 'single tonight' guy.
singing 'you are my sunshine' everytime he walks pass my class.
random la...
i have farny guys around and in my class.
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bye school!
hello hols!
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9:40 PM
well..
i have not like A coz of her constant closeness to me.
and she being too childish, wanting my attention, etc.
now she is put under family pressure.
& i know that she places it in the first place.
now it is starting to tumble.
i have regretted for neglecting her.
pushing her away when she needs my company.
i pray for her to have a fulfilling way ahead,
and being able to separate the right from wrongs.
she is sure a strong girl, at this kind of age.
the oldest among the siblings,
and an independent mind.
well.. im starting to like her attitude.
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darling has been meeting me like.... 4 times this week.
guess that's the highest record that we have for the no of days we see each other a week.
thanks for spending quality time with me.
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i cant stop smiling at this.
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10:24 PM
wee~
chinese new year is coming soon.
look forward to the unlimited snacks in everyone's house, the once-a-year menu at my grandmother's place, act as if there's a fashion show running, & more uncles and aunties to come to give
me the ANGPOW.
hehe.
ok la.. not really into the money.
but it feels good to count and look at money.
school's ending real soon.
no more slacky holidays already.
cant stay at home and watch movie, go after drama serials, etc.
have to put in more effort in fyp coz my team only has two ppl.
quite pathetic, and lack of manpower.
but stuffs will be cleared in 2-3 weeks time.
-my professional profiling presentation
-the gift for darling.
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learnt to play the guitar today.
was never my dream instrument.
nonetheless.........
i still say to myself---- have to understand what u detest.
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10:40 PM
sometimes, u cant stop ur thoughts from running.
and there is always this trigger that set the wild thing.
its all link-ed.
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my white stops are not goin away.. (they are getting even bigger)
my throat is getting bit sore.
kept sniffling.
and teary eyes.
how i wish i can act sick tml... and not go to school.
then i can stay at home and
NUAhoho-some
ass called me
vegetarian wannabe.
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10:10 PM
i cant resist the temptation of meat.
vege today. forgot that i had to do it ytd, so yea.
i wanna squeeze darling's big boobs leh.
*squeezes the air*'
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9:03 PM
the whole week's booked.
its an impromptu thing.
just that i want my week to be filled.
no free time to
nua around.
tues-school, band
wed-housework, choc, rollerblade
thurs-school, band
fri-school, tuition
sat-housework, grandma's place
sun-tuition, housework, grandma's place
just to keep my mind out of stuffs thats all.
trying to mirror back ur actions and attitude; thats all.
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9:16 PM
no blading tml.
hurr.
i thought i could like..
neh mind.
she is always bringing up the negative points.
or maybe im not having enough balance in my life.
boo-
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i shall learnt not to be lazy.
coz i hate people who GIVE EXCUSES for being lazy.
school tml.
to/not to?
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10:12 PM
shopping today was fab fab FAB!
the stuffs i am buying are getting so much ex.
thank you mum and dad for able to pay for all my stuffs, just to make me a pretty girl.
and when they put so much confidence in me,
i have decided to put the anti-fungal cream on my face again.
its time to put off the white spots!
heez~
white top (giordano) -> $19
dress (fashion lab) -> near to $50
black banana boat shoes (knickers) -> $80
its been some donkey years since i wore a dress for cny.
stayed at fashion lab for 50 mins.
kept trying the dresses that the staff showed me.
and the more i tried, the more confused i become,
coz out of 7 tops she choose, 6 fits nicely and looks pretty.
imagine 50 mins changing. its definitely more than 7 tops lo.
in the end, mum bought a top, and i bought a dress.
so we can have a 20% discount on both items (have to buy 2 items to get the promotion)
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darling sent me a message early in the morning.
'isaac loves jieying'
so sweet.wanna hug u so close and tight again.mmmmmuuuuaaaccckkkksssssss.
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5:09 PM
wee~
end of the last test.
was a slacky day as well.
same goes for the rj.
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though not as functional as microsoft word..
do read the conversation.
play guitar and bongos...
~ drunk prince charming~
my v-day prezzie, and the cat we fed.
meat from swiss butchery..
the chef aka fanner aka blower aka charcoal loader aka 'sentosa' waiter, etc etc.
me (the slacker aka butter spreader aka guardian of tongs only.)
tralala-
the proteins&glyci
pool. below that guy, is my SHI FU
& i dunno what im aiming also. hehe
:]]
epic movie and the notes which will vanish at the end of the day.
this is a brush.
*gives stunned face*
the fat thing stuck under snoop's kennel.
poor thing. so fat.
eat some MORE.
and the 'single tonight' guy.
random la...
