11:38 PM
ok. mai. here is my side view of my hair.
and then the back view.. :]
happy?
hehehe.. blehx.
almost everyone in the band.
my ever-faithful supporters.
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if i there is no table to put my keyboard.
i dunno what else to do with it.
hmphx.
lol.
anyway.. it's been cool
anders attracted quite a few iron maiden fans out there..
lol.. got hard bass parts :]
we had fun though.
first time for stargazers..
and more to come ;)
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11:03 PM
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if you want tics can contact me.
stargazers (the name of my current band) will be performing at about 6pm :]
GREENguitarist, JASONdrums, ANDERSbass, RATISHvox, JESSkboards
im so excited.. WOOOOTS
just afraid that i will sudd black out on that day.
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alrighty. i had an ulcer at the back of my teeth.
shouldnt be wisdom tooth though.. took OPG two months back and that area dun have any yet.
so before eating lunch, anna gave me numb paste to put on that area so that i can eat have proper chewing.
so on my way to putting that paste. it got onto the side of my cheek, my lower gum, my tongue and my lips.
nabeh.
so practically my whole left side is numb while i talk and eat my lunch.
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i will post photos after saturday :]
cause of the rock fest.
suggestions on what i should wear
;)
a) dun wear
b) wear lingerie
c) t-shirt and jeans
d) jumper and shirt
e) spag/tank top + jeans
oh well.
and shoesss..
a) slippers
b) boots
c) pumps
d) snickers
e) be flintstone
ok.. i will be wearing my kitty cat clips on that day.
so yea. what should i wear below?
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11:40 PM
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perhaps i am stressed over...
-doing something during work (well not a lot of ppl nowadays)
-what clothes to buy during the sale
-me not entering uni?
-what job to get..
-my kboard solo for sat. (a little too late eh)
-my ear.. (couldnt hear properly since my last jam. the bass and everything is too loud i guess)
roars.
i need one more plate of caesar salad from bishan swensens.
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10:28 PM
i got my hair cut today.
so not so puffy anymore.
but we had some miscommunication.
so haiz. wasnt what i wanted. but at that point of realisation, there's no turning back already.
then came home did the laundry, prac kboard.. bla bl abla
and my mum pop from the door "where is big sister?"
me jumping out from my room's door "TADA"
mum "you got cut hair meh?"
me "GODDDD" (singlish pronounciation for got)
mum tells dad "wah. she look like
ang moh hor. aiyoh.. the hair ar.. tsk tsk"
dad "since young what right? dunno got carry wrong kid in hospital anot"
is adult life so boring?
that u try to wonder if your kid IS
your kid after ... 20 years?
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10:22 AM
stuffs i have done
- visit perc (rp)
stuffs i need to do
- go shopping!
- eat curry rice
- brush up on keyboard ( practice everyday --> :] )
- have my hair cut
- paint my shoe
- eh... exercise?
okay.. seeeeemed like i have quite a lot of things to do.
oh yea. i got rejected by both unis. GREAT!
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3:02 PM
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11:24 AM
caught Accuracy of Death with alicia ytd.
luckily it was couple seat, but unluckily the person beside doesnt want to hug me.
oh wells. the show was good for the presence of that male lead actor.
what triggered me after the show is the meaning of death.
in the show, it states that death is just a routine to some, and to some, not.
convincing that when u leave the real world, there is still someone out there to receive you from the other side. so you wont be alone.
on my way home, just down my block, i imagined that my block (the one that im living in)
collapsed due to earthquake.
and i could see myself mourning for my family. i just cant imagine them heading to another world.
and that brings me something that i really want to do now.
something perhaps that will never ever fulfill the society's requirements nor my family's decisions.
i hope i have
yong qi
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11:13 PM
SPOT SILVER
two days ago, went big grab big grab with my mum at marina sq john little.
cause the sales are on... so while the stocks are still at its' freshest, me and my mum plus my bro chiong the whole store.
the following day was vesak day. and it was a family day to me too.
lol.. didnt go overseas sadly, but feed mosquitoes located at fort canning park.
we were at clarke quay, supposedly going to chinatown, but waited for 20 mins to get into the multistorey parking space, and still wasnt in yet, so went to Central (the shopping centre with the uncopyrighted copyright sign) then my dad suggested to go walk at fort canning park..
and well, my family quite supportive.. imagine walking in a forest kind of thing at 3pm...
but we managed to see squirrel :]
oh yea.. sorry percussion section.
today OT unexpectedly.. postponed for 2 weeks already. and i havent seen you guys.
like a bit fated to be pushed back kind of thing.. dunno why..
anyways, will be down for sure on thursday. if not i owe each of you a kiss!
hehe.
listening to Terms of Endearment.
my new target piece!
to the answer for silver's existance..
she is at the bottom left hand corner.
well. after cleaning the tank, i disallowed her to squeeze in between the bathing place and the glass to rest.
so she went to squeeze in between the tube and the glass.
i guess she likes to have a squeezed up face while slping..
so cute. she is in second place of my love list.
of course in first place will be my sally.
*grins widely*
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11:31 PM
i was lucky today. i guess a balance for the week.
i didnt note down one of the patient's number and couldnt contact him to confirm his appointment.
so i decided to play with my luck and go online and search for his name.
and got onto this tunneling website. called the company and tried to convince the secretary to give me the number.
in the end, i left a message, but she was kind enough to hand it over to his boss, which in the end really was the person i was looking for!
and i was kinda happy and i announced it to the whole world.
oh well. my dentist ask if i am keen to be a dental assistant.
and i know there are tons of positions i can work as.. the problem is.. i havent found what i want to do in my life yet.
*sighs*
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11:15 AM
bad week has passed.
and today, i told myself...
it does not really matter when a person knocked you off your path,
what really matters is that you picked yourself up straight away and head to your destination.
it doesn't matter when the vocalist's throat needs a rest day,
what matters is you have a chance to go crazy shouting those sentences away, taking a peek into the world of rock.
well the more it wont matter when patients say that you did not inform them about the location
what really matters is that at least you have an extra phonecall to kick butt for 3 mins.
it doesnt matter if someone you have been waitin for doesnt get back to you.
what really matters is that those who have you in their hearts will always do.
it is such a harsh world out here, and im just inhibiting the unnecessary.
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2:08 PM
oh well. called up ntu to ask about my application status.
and in the end got my unit number wrong. so the letter was flown somewhere else.
i got pretty upset after knowing when it was sent and after speaking to cherie.
she, grace and shawn were called up for interview and still receive the red letter in the end. (note: red means stop, green means go)
so yea. comparing my grades with them, i guess im not left with any other option then.
plus. a few days back i was looking at the past months files and saw that i put wrong course in my options.
*sighs*
then my whole morning and perhaps the whole day got grey.
i dun know what plans i have for myself.
i know of people who graduate from universities earning so much lesser than dip grads, still complaining about their paycheck but not doing much to it.
i know of people who have already slack their way since graduation and are still slacking.
for a moment i thought i was able to continue the enjoyment of being in a school.
okay. perhaps i should really follow the girl-whose-ass-is-bigger-than-mine's advice.. to send out my resumes.
roars. job hunting is not fun.
that's the problem when u skip too much lessons in school and still go for tests unprepared.
and god make me a little happier by making my 2 dollar note look like a 8 dollar worth lunch.
i hope the first few paragraphs happen for another happy reason.
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11:49 PM
i guess i have eaten too much on friday.
or eaten the wrong thing somewhere. i totally couldnt figure out what it was.
waited for an hour before getting to see doctor, got straight to the point, and he just advise me on how to take the medicine.
and it costs me $18 for consultation. boo.
but the good thing is i manage to not go for work today. and slp at home. which explains why i am still up at this time. HAHA.
i miss my sally. isaac took it away from me.
ok. im feeling hungry now. i need cupcorn.
god, please dun let those villagers in myanmar go in hunger.
please please make them have my share of cupcorn and rice and just bloody blast those empty money heads of the authorities.
im willing to starve for them despite me having diarrhea.
HAHA. well at least i got internet, fan, lights, comfy bed and a safe house now.
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3:35 PM
from this morning.
i have eaten one mango yoghurt ice cream.
2 strips of kit kat.
1 seashell belgian chocolate
2 balls of wine chocolate from japan.
time check. 1559 hrs.
whoa.
i better control my sugar intake before something genetically gets start up!
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10:45 PM
hee. im surprised that i managed to figure out 2/5 of the parts.
just have to print out my lyrics tml and doodle down everything before i go further.
oh yea. enjoy my new play list!
and. i want my mushroom soup from marche...
bleh.
time to go slp.
nitey!
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10:05 AM
one of my dentists left, and now im seriously bored to death.
i would have been asked to cover duties of not those stated.
but i just have to act cute and blur in order to survive for another 2 months.
*im thinking of leaving in july* hehe
anyway, two nights of spending my time with pui pui and nothing gets done with silver and my beloved keyboard.
and tonight i will try to figure out the chords on my own for solo in lost in cck.
roars* cause GREEEN wont help me.
ok. got to continue tht i got a lot of things to do.
ciao
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11:14 PM
i am glad my family stood by me all these years.
and i am glad that i still respect and spend time with them.
i love them the most.
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oh yea. had photoshoot today. but sorry guys, photos cant be uploaded...
copyright!
bleh.
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4:10 PM
tiring week, with birthdays non stop. and woots there goes my paycheck with presents and treats and a v non-understanding person.
oh well. me and him went to the night safari on the last day of holding the asa family card, and the first time we got there, they were already closing, so hippo kissing photos :]
grabbed photos of my last rp concert from huici's blog and while listening to her blog song, my tears almost dropped. i miss them so much :(
tsk,i know u can do 100Xs better than that, terry!
fucken giddy now, wish me luck for later's jamming. got some solo. boo.
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and then the back view.. :]
almost everyone in the band.
my ever-faithful supporters.
hee. im surprised that i managed to figure out 2/5 of the parts.
i am glad my family stood by me all these years.
grabbed photos of my last rp concert from huici's blog and while listening to her blog song, my tears almost dropped. i miss them so much :(
ok. a bit retarded for the below picture, cause so pathetic... the rose so little, plus is borrowed from huici.