10:07 PM
walked the 10K nike run.
exhausted though cheated.
LALA.
happy birthday to my dear girl.
muacks. my bestest girl ever.
tired. slps~
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11:26 PM
last night was crazy.
went home super duper drunk.
made full use of my personal bodyguard, and he brought me home safely.
think if totalling up the total volume in neat form, should be close to half a bottle?
cheez.
brought camera but in the end like too drunk to rem that i brought, so didnt take photos.
so wasted. it should be a memorable one lo.
as in everyone did dress up for the celebration and dear girl wore her most ex top.. (so why not right?) uhhh. except for the crane operators.. HAHA
so slept for the whole day, woke up for small bites and to see doc. got a jab to prevent myself from vomitting further.
** sidetrack**
you make me realise how much love meant.
it is more than just physically there or being emotionally attached, or the languages of love thing.
i do admit that we may have just know each other for less than 2 months officially, and the amount of times we meet can be clearly counted.
i may be wrong further down the road, which i hope not.
for the attitude that we have towards this love is something that i am truly grateful for.
to learn and to grasp hold of something that is created from the above.
i love you truly, ren kang.
thank you for everything.
**ok corny, slps!
nites.
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11:31 PM
HAHA.
alicia's birthday bash tml. gonna spend ALL her money.
$$$$$.
lala. i love my renny bassy baby.
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9:03 PM
okay photos. look at my DU LAN face.
wells, i think everyone is eager to know how many points i get.. HAHA.
so embarassing *covers face*
yeah.. the number is 52. GO BUY 4D!
some permutation k. win liao must give me 5%.. say 0502 or 0052 or 5002...
wah lao. and shangfu just concluded that all the testers who got a C in the start of their name are f***ers. blehx.
oh wells. it can mean c*** b** also ma.(my point) :]
**
lala. im loving the blog songs. love yui~
oh yeah. i put mai and cici in my blog cause. I AM WAITING for the sentosa trip.
and we love sitting on each other so much.
when is the next time?
roarrrs.
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12:09 AM
wells,
-got one of the more strict testers.
-strike kerb twice
-failed to relaease handbrake
-roll down the slope backwards.
-kept on the right side of the road other than the left. (this is dumb. roars.)
-improper sequence of checking spots.
okay.. so i did amazingly well in S curve and the zig zag thing.
no mistakes though.
just that things to do with brakes and reversing makes me nervous.
ROARs. right now got to wait for second test... ON 28TH OCT!
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11:20 PM
going to have my driving test tml.
had revision just now, and wells guess it's all up to my judgement in turning and to my confidence tml... nothing can really improve the standard now.. haha.
have just calculated, and have already spent up to $800 for driving lessons + test.
mmmm.
i wish i can pass. *prays*
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10:42 PM
so into YUI.
such an angelic voice apart from sarah mclachlan and craig armstrong.
:]
i should be smiling.
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4:28 PM
my parents are super humourous. (or my dad)
my mum went back for a check up for her feet a few days ago, and in the end got another month's MC.
was uber depressed, cause bought this one sided 'shoe' for 190 dollars to support the feet and to prevent the muscules in the leg from getting weaker.
she has been fiddling with it for days, cause she doesnt know how to use it. she felt painful while using it. so asked me to put on and walk to let her see.
so style number 1, i tried with no crutches and walked
yi guai yi guai.
style number 2. do with one crutch (e side of the injured feet), painful to the arm, but lessed the amount of weight on the feet.
style number 3, with two crutches and it feels like might as well dun wear the shoe.
style number 4, it's the uber most humoured. (let me take it through with you)
me holding onto the two crutches, "eh walk like cat luh"
*so moved right arm, left feet, left arm, right feet.*
then my dad say "eh. like walking with dinosaur!!"
then my dad turned on the video recorder, and rewinded the dinosaur documentary
(yes, we love to watch documentaries.) and ask me to walk like them.
then im like "EH MA. YOU TRY LEI!"
then my mum said "
bu yao chao wo, wo yao qu shui jiao. ni men bu yao wu liao lah.":] i love my family.
kudos. going for my run later.
and gonna eat vegetarian tml onwards. had fish and chips, bk and kfc past few days. DIEE.
**
anyway take back what i said about myself being pretty.
cause the following day i dressed like cock, yet a lot of ppl kept looking at my face too.
so i concluded that either firstly, my hair is uber messy OR two, my dark eye circles very obvious.
so yeah. im not that pretty afterall.
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12:39 AM
:] guess im gonna change my blog soon.
well it's into another chapter in life.
and i feel like using a new page for a new heading.
for the new job. the new driving (hope i pass). for the love we are working on (so far so good. still emotionally attached and as minimal physical stuffs as possible). for the family. for my new goals.
**
was in a cafe today(bugis).
and while ordering for brownie. this guy from the bar kept looking at me.
i looked at him. but he still stared at me. so i turned away trying to catch the attention of the cashier so i can place an order.
then i overheard his conversation with the gf.
"hey. that girl looks familiar eh."
"hmm. dunno eh. like seen her somewhere before.."
and im smiling from the bottom of my heart!
well. BECAUSE only pretty girls get noticed.
bleh. i should get some slp. too high on sugar.
roars.
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11:32 AM
say bye bye to my this hairstyle soon.
:]
& im glad that you have chose the path where we wanted to intially go to. yet we have not.
for the respect you have given me, to allow me to love you emotionally first then physically.
that is something that i truly appreciate.
thank you bassist.
HAHA
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10:25 AM
well well.
i love my brother lots.
yesterday he was asking me about what song to use for his school's investiture.
apparently he has been listening to too much R&B, that he find them useless for that scenario.
so i introduced to him the piano classiques, disney themes, some rock ballads, and symphonic music.
and im surprised when he commented. "everytime listen hip hop also no use."
so he took soul bossanova and take centre stage in the end.
then he was stupidly waving his hands in the air, and moving his body back and front.
then sudd come and sing into my ear.
lol. he was uber happy luh.
anyway. i really love him to the core.
& just something random.
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i was looking into the com searching for songs to introduce to him.
then he pop his head near to my face.
and he said "jie jie. ni de mao"
me "what mao?"
he "ni de mao fei dao wo de nian."
me "wo mei you mao lo. this is tou fa."
malays or indians reading this, go figure out yourself.
i love him lots!
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11:45 PM
Dinner with the Stargazers. - (i have left the group liao)
mmm
too bad. didnt take photos with green, quayboo and yuda.
lala.
the costly indian cuisine.
miss them lots~
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12:06 AM
i have finally got my resolutions up.
:]
i have picked up my fallen star,
raised it above my head,
and to the angels, i promise that i will rise above.
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10:49 PM
well it has really been a long long while since i post photos.
it's like after i grad from poly, seldom take photos (i think cause the influence of mai's camwhoring is gone..)
then for today.. i have decided to put up an ultra camwhore photo.
LOL. featuring my new cap too!
and of course. i laughed till peng when i see this photo around facebook.
this guy ultra camwhore luh. look at that egg shaped eyes and the angle of the shot taken.
machiam like those yu le quan superstar. jaychow.
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12:12 AM
I:
- am going for a second job interview. (more or less got the job) -it's a 50% lab work and 50% sales promoting thingy.
- got myself a new guy.
- am crazy over plucking my own hair.
- feel tired
- want the new girl to learn faster, be livelier and make notes when i teach
- need to have confidence in the circuit. actually patience.. the speed of things inside is like tortoise pace...
- want my
ma lai si ya qiang baby to come home fast.
- sleep with sally
- am already working on my fitness plan.
- have not taken dinner.
- have left stargazers, but will be joining them for dinner tml.
- will be helping out my grandma tml to do the praying thingy. then arrange for my nephew's first month celeb at my place.
- am still laughing at my mum's cast.
- think silver is the cutest animal on earth.
kudos jieying.
you have took a huge step forward.
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5:06 PM
my dentist sure knows how to make people smile in order to take photos for records..
dentist: "okay. please smile"
patient: *smiles*
dentist: "you try laughing.."
patient *smiles*
dentist: --still not satisfied--
patient: *smiles*
dentist: "okok. say meeecee"
patient: "meeeeeeeeeeeeeeceeeeeeeeeeeeeee"
lol. meecee means nurses in some dialect.. i dunno which.
haha. i almost died laughing.
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11:34 PM
so many bad events happened today.
and alicia stayed by my side.
im happy that she is still here for me nonetheless of what she is doing.
already 7 years of friendship.. and still walking.
;]
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1:18 PM
holding your hand, looking at the stars.
at the same time, we searched for more.
the black velvet night covered us with such cosiness,
enlightening our spirits with sparkles from above.
you held my hand, pointed to one then to the other,
like a child trying to count the visible sparkles.
then mentioning about other places to travel to,
and i know that when it comes,
we both know that the stars there will come out from that black velvet blanket,
to have a peek and admire the chemistry that we are having.
that no chemist or other science can even formulate.
our hopes and dreams will soon be uncovered.
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11:13 PM
nurses's day is boring.
people just go there to eat.
and the food there not v luxurious though.
my nurse mixed up the christmas atmosphere and the nurses day atmosphere.
roarrs.
im tired. boo. will be going to the beach with someone tml.
will upload photos when required. ;)
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yeah.. the number is 52. GO BUY 4D!
and of course. i laughed till peng when i see this photo around facebook.
this guy ultra camwhore luh. look at that egg shaped eyes and the angle of the shot taken.